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Will we meet again?

2007-10-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I have been here and it's an even longer time since anyone posted. I doubt anyone still visits here, but if you do, HELLO.

So here goes. It's the end of our 4years together in NYCO XYZ. We'll have to admit that we're all so different, sometimes so different that it is the differences that keeps us together. Okay. It was supposed to make me sound smart, but actually I don't exactly know what logic was I working on that line. HEHE. I hope your 4years had been as eventful as mine, because I sure did experience and learnt a whole lot. This is my first time picking up an instrument, my first time playing in an orchestra, my first time having batchmates whom I can proudly call my BATCHMATES/ SECTION MATES. It is my first, and HIGHLY probably my last. Forget the awful horrible times and moments we had to endure. Forget the not-so-nice people whom we had to deal with. There are still blissful moments that I will miss.

I wont do a personal message thing here to each of you because... it wouldn't be PERSONAL anymore if the whole world can access it. Huixian, Tianyuan, Xinling, Zona, Yonghui, Sam and Cheryl, each of you have a special place in my heart and I will definitely miss you all. All the best to the coming years. We'll meet somewhere down the road again, RIGHT? =x YOU WILL HAVE TO SAY RIGHT! =D

Sam and Cheryl, all the best for O's. ALL THE WAY. I'm here to support you!
To the rest of us, we'll see each other over there. REMEMBER TO SAY HI OKAY! JIAYOU!

Will we meet again? I hope we will...

XYZ Sec4 2007

2007-04-15T01:55:00.000+08:00

Hey all! I edited the picture from the original xyz picture since I have not received the xyz ones!

Love <3 (Click on the picture to get the actual size!)

P.S. I did this because I am too tired to do Chem SIA so I played around with pictures. HEHEHE

Emptiness

2007-04-08T23:11:00.000+08:00

Someone else blog too. I know Sam and Zona cant blog. What about Yonggi, TY, HX, XL and Cheryl? It feels so wrong when I am the only one blogging.

Darn. This emptiness is killing me. Just thinking about tmr makes me miserable. I will be back home at 3+ and I will be facing work, work and work. It reminds me of last year pre EOY period. The long lazy afternoons trying to stay awake and study.

I shall go running tmr afternoon with my sis.

Darn. Now I miss CO. Yes yes. I do miss CO. Is it Pui Ian talking. Yes, it's Pui Ian talking.

I will go entertain myself with doing International Friendship Day dolly and DO MATH again.

EMPTINESS.

SYF - GOLD WITH HONOURS

2007-04-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

I HAVE NEVER EVER FELT THIS HAPPY IN MY 3+ YEARS IN NYCO AND XYZ. Not even in Sec1 when I was so IN LOVE with CO (I seriously wrote NYCO XYZ on pieces of paper during boring lessons) and so crazy in admiration of some seniors, I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS HAPPINESS before.

A few weeks ago, I said that what matters was to end off our years in NYCO well. No matter what has happened in the past, all the mental and emotional scars we are left with, WE DID END IT SO WELL. There’s nothing much we can ask for.
We have proven that we are not that lousy (as how we have felt since Sec1). We have no matter what lead our juniors and played our best and as part of NYCO, achieved GOLD with HONOURS. Half of us had no experience in SYF before, but I think most of our minds were crystal clear and we know very well how we should be leading our juniors and working towards music excellence. GOLD WITH HONOURS! It does not matter that almost ALL of us had no music background, because as proven, it’s the attitude that matters. It’s the mindset that gets us to where we want to achieve.

It’s probably going to be REALLY soon that we will officially be out of CO. We don’t even know if today was our last performance in our shiny BLUE uniform. I WILL MISS MY OVERSIZED BLOUSE AND SUPER LONG DRESS. This sounds MAD for someone who dreaded CO (especially Sec3). The moment I became a Sec4, suddenly, it just came naturally to me that WE do play an important role in CO and how we are will influence the juniors, and determine the future generations of NYCO spirit.

Juniors, especially Sec2s, in 2009 SYF, you are going to be the Sec4s (just like us now!). I hope that you did learn something from this experience and KNOW the importance to work and see CO as your priority at such crucial times. There’s no one there to tell you that “YOU SHOULD STOP WORRYING ABOUT HOMEWORK AND FOCUS ON CO FOR NOW TILL SYF BECAUSE YOU ARE PART OF THE 81 MEMBER TEAM!” How hard your juniors will work and how their attitude will be like is determined by your own attitude, enthusiasm and leadership. ALL THE BEST for the coming 2 years!

Sec3s, you are the batch whom we have watched you grow and change. Next year will be concert year, and it will be an equally important year! How 2009 CO will be like will be determined by how CO works together next year! You are going to be the ones who nurture the Sec2s’07 who will become the Sec4s in 2009. Concert is not something that is just for fun, it’s about creating good music, enjoying the company of each other and just makes CO shine even more! DO YOUR BEST AND TREASURE YOUR LAST YEAR TOGETHER IN NYCO AND XYZ!

Juniors, sorry if you all were SO tired when we drilled you all and just get frustrated very easily. However, all that worry, all that mornings, lunches and after school practices, all the anger (towards us – I know some of you seriously _______ us) it’s all worth it right? If it isn’t, why would WE SENIORS work so hard and worry our days and nights away over this?

From the moment of when the speaker comes out to talk a lot, and your heart simply goes thumping faster and faster with every single sentence that he says, till you cry out of nervousness. Right up to the point when 编号 8. 南洋女子中学校. GOLD WITH HONOURS! The tears that were out of nervousness momentarily changes into tears of unspeakable joy!

My fellow Sec4s, it is all coming to an end. Thank you for all the wonderful times, and making all things end well. All the tears (that many of us shed quietly – like maybe halfway through lessons) are all for the happiness that will live in us forever! All the best in everything else! SEC4’S 07 XYZ!

Thank you all in NYCO from performers, to backstage helpers, to instructors, to MRS EE, to seniors of generations and generations for all the work and effort and time. We can do it, and we did it! GOLD WITH HONOURS! REST WELL! Make up for all the lost sleep =)

P.S. For list of people I would like to THANK personally, visit my space.

<3 Pui Ian

our gold with honours..

2007-04-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

it IS worth it.
the morning pracs, lunch pracs, xiaozus and official/unofficial dazus are ALL worth it.
the sweat and tears.. are ALL worth it.
YES WE FINALLY DID IT!
great job everyone!
the NYCO spirit!! :)

i think we're all very exhausted.
rest well people, you've deserved it.

and thank you so much to the people who gave us encouragements!! thank you!

Do what had been said

2007-03-25T11:18:00.000+08:00

What we wanted to say had been said. Whether it went into their ears, into their hearts, minds and souls are not within our control. If we had not moved them, had not knocked some sense into them, it's either our speech-making skills are bad or they are just beyond hope, which I hope they are not.

The importance now is to do what we had said. I believe in leading by example. Saying is always easier than done.

If we said to bring home your gaohus/ zhonghus/ erhus to PRACTICE, do jolly well do so! Practice it well and wisely. Do all the expressions and MOVE.
If we said that ALL practices including LUNCH PRACS are COMPLUSORY, it applies to ALL including you and me!
If we said to inform Yh PERSONALLY if you can't make it, it applies to ALL of us too!
If we said the latest time you can report for LUNCH PRACS is 12.30p.m., we are NO DIFFERENT.

Our last public performance (not confirmed about 90th Anniversary) is over. It ended off with literally the worst note, the worst ending ever. What's done has been done. All we can is learn from our mistake and move on. JUST DON'T REPEAT WHAT HAS BEEN DONE.

If Mrs Ee says not to JIANKUAI at this certain part, MAKE SURE WE DON'T. It's tiring and frustrating for her. Don't you get frustrated too!!?? Don't you feel a tinge of GUILT?

I know sometimes it's hard. It's hard for me too. JUST TRY AND LISTEN?!

2007-03-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

hey
during this crucial time, i really hope that we can be bonded, we do need the support from everyone in xianyue. however, even without syf, we still should be united as a section.
if there were any misunderstandings in the past, it is all over.
we may have had different opinions, but we already tried our best to voice them out and to clear things. we did not bottle our feelings, though sometimes it is hard to bring things up. we couldnt do anything if things dont turn better. we did share how we felt.. i'm really sorry if we have been appearing distant to you all. we never deliberately kept to ourselves, and we are sad too when you all do not join us as a batch. all of us felt like we were the ones being left out, so we did not understand each other. very sorry that we didnt realise we gave you all such a feeling.. we didnt do it on purpose.. we were just talking per normal.. but even if we had dicussed things amongst ourselves we did try to communicate to you all.. but we also thought you all just wanted to be alone sometimes so we didnt bother you all.. i think it is just because of what we play, thats why we just tend to be together, and tend to voice opinions to one another. it is not that we do not share anything with you all! we were not hiding anything! we do not dislike anybody in our batch. it is just sometimes we feel differently about how you all are doing things..

can we try to understand one another? this is the time when we need each other's support..

SYF

2007-03-03T18:28:00.000+08:00

This blog has been stagnant since ... I think no one particularly likes posting here because if is probably viewed by both seniors and juniors who come by. However, I think now is the time for someone to say something, or we will be doomed.

Yes, it's probably too strong a word to use, but let's face it! If we don't do anything now, we are doomed. In fact, we can't just be doing anything, we have to do A LOT OF SPECIFIC THINGS.

I don't know if it is right for me to be saying all this. I don't feel right to be the one saying it, but since no one had said it, and I don't know if anyone is going to say anything, and there's no time for us to wait any longer, I will just say what I feel as a sec4 regardless of what seniors/juniors/batchmates/people may think who I am.

Yes... as a sec4.

Now that it has dawned upon me and probably some of us that the time we are left with in NY is only months. The time left in CO is definitely lesser. I admit I had not been the best member, with the best attitude since sec2. As I think back now, I feel as if part of me was angsty, but undeniably, there were some basis and fact that change me to become what I was. I was determined that I hated CO and that I will not join CO again (I still hold true to the second point though). Somehow, when you become the oldest, I find that I was childish and weak.

I do regret not being the role model for the juniors. I do regret that if I had stay strong, we would still have the competitiveness between us (It was to me not the most positive thing though). We would not have lost faith and completely lost passion.

It's probably why juniors don't view us as seniors unlike how we did.

Hey guys, I think some of us have always had this inferiority complex within us. I don't have to deny it myself that even up till this point, I do still feel inferior many a times. It probably explains why I do not feel right saying all this. Right now, many thoughts are flying through my head, wondering what people reading this will be thinking...

Maybe the juniors not viewing us as seniors is something we had asked for. I personally had not been very much bothered to be the senior guiding juniors. I was... heck-care. I only enjoyed the the company of you people, especially my erhu mates (Do not view me as being biased cos ultimately, it is undeniable we play the same thing and sit together). We had done this for a long enough time. It's time for us to take the intiative and do something, regardless of how seniors/ juniors view us.

When we first came in, quite a few of us started with NO musical background and MOST of us have not touched an erhu before. The fact that we had made it here today is something we should be proud of right? The experience may not have been that pleasant, but it's now time for us to make sure we end it pleasantly. Our experiences may have been different, but that isn't an excuse for us to not make it end well.

We have no one to tell us what to do now, and I think we do not want to be told so. Let's show ourselves worthy and show the world out there that the sec4'07 xyz batch isn't just a mere group of nothing.

We may not be as outstanding as compared to our seniors, but what we can at least aim for is to have an outstanding attitude from now on.

To my batchmates:
Like I said, what we went through is the past. The least we can do is make it all end well. A good ending would make up for all that in past right? We may not be enjoying what we are doing, but I'm sure all of us stil want to do well in what we are doing. I wouldn't want to graduate, leaving CO without a GWH. I think none of you would want that to happen too right?
Erhus: We will help each other and do what we can. Even when people don't move, we will move. When others move, we will move along too.
Gaohus and Zhonghus: You were granted a place in syf without being auditioned I think. Do treasure this special treatment and prac with us. Show us that we all worthy and do what we are supposed to.

To my juniors:
I don't know how you think of me. I don't know how you think of us. It's too late to know and that doesn't matter.
If you think it is rightfully yours that you are in SYF, then do know that it is rightfully your duty to put effort into it. It isn't the most pleasant thing to keep hearing 'walao' whenever there's pracs.
If you do want GWH, work for it. It's part of your duty too.

Yes. CCA is going to take up so much time. We would have problems struggling with everything. I wouldn't mind coming because I know we need it. However, I would not want to attend useless, ineffective sectionals and it is up to each and individual to make sure the sectionals are not useless and ineffective. If only leaders truely become leaders and command our respect and attention and show by example, and members work and cooperate, I do want to believe that within these 3 short weeks (not counting the camp week) a miracle can happen. We will create this miracle if we want to.

There are too many thoughts in my mind now, which explains for this inchorerent post. If you get me, good =) If you don't (and probably think I am putting up a show), then you do not know me at all and you don't seem to know that people grow and change.

Happy New Year

2006-12-31T01:26:00.000+08:00

Hey Sec3s!

Within 22 and half hours, 2006 will be over and we will no longer be Sec3s.

Throughout the 3years together, we have experienced different things, which shaped us into who we are today. Being the oldest within 22 and a half hours seem so unreal but it's here!

I believe 2007 will be a tough year ahead. With all the major school events, and also EXAMS that are going to make an impact in our future, we will have many things at hand to juggle with.

I know, we will get through all of them somehow, but how well we do all of them depends on how hard we really want to push ourselves. WE CAN DO IT =) WE CAN ACHIEVE WHAT EACH OF US WANT =)

GO SEC3'06 XYZ!

HAPPY NEW YEAR =)

Pft, I have PSL duties for the first few DAYS of school, which means I will miss lessons. From Term 1 Wk 3 to 7, I will be missing 2.00-3.00pm lessons once every week to conduct PSL sessions. SAVE ME for my studies!
Back to SIA...

2006-12-22T18:42:00.000+08:00

Ok Hui Xian, I will try to call you Hui Xian! =))))

YO PEEPS

2006-12-07T12:02:00.000+08:00

well some pple suggested i put this up cos it seems to be working wonders, though not 100% proven. well here it is

New Form

and use at ur own risk. BUT IT TAKES TIME LIKE A WEEK OR SO

Random Thoughts

2006-11-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

This blog is rather dead. I think everybody is too lazy to blog or some maybe even too busy to blog. Jiayou to Yonghui and Tianyuan in your kaoji and competition!

I think that was buggy who just blogged right? I agree that we should have a batch outing =))) Can we also go out and eat during lunch at least once during this holiday? I miss taking the bus together and just eating somewhere else other than school!

After today's horribly slack xiaozu, I was suddenly overwhelmed by some really random thoughts. Looking at how the juniors were practising for kaoji made me think of all the torture I (and maybe you all too!) had been through, just to get a certificate that cost $100+, excluding all the $-sapping lessons that he gave.

I am amazed that I have survived through everything and I only have 1 more year to go. Not that I am good now (I still am seriously quite horrible!), but at the very least, my ears are slightly more sensitive now! (Sadly, my rhythm is still quite off )= ) I look at the juniors, and I will think of the pain of learning a new instrument.

So much for building confidence by learning an instrument! Frankly speaking, I would not dare to learn another new instrument. Ever since young, I told myself I will grow up and finance myself and learn piano. (I know you can laugh your head of now because so many people out there of my age or even younger probably has a grade 8 or even diploma!) I was so inspired by my p4 music teacher who only learnt the piano when he was 35!

Anyway, point here is that erhu has stopped me from wanting to learn another instrument. I would want to hear myself play the piano, guitar and even cello properly and perfectly, but just think of myself not even being able to handle erhu puts me off. Besides, I don't like the whole process. At least not what I have been put through.

Cowardly right?

It's just some random thoughts I have after today. I bet it's the effect of kaoji when I am not in it this year =/

On a lighter note, let's try and fix a batch outing and I do beg for a lunch outside of school! I am quite sick of my bread/ cereal + milo lunch! =P

JIAYOU to kaoji people!

P.S Can we leave our names next time whenever we post? Thanks! =)

Pui

RAH

2006-11-27T16:09:00.000+08:00

WE MUST HAVE BATCH OUTING.

NO TITLE HAH

2006-10-15T19:33:00.000+08:00

EOYS ARE OVER!!
= cca's are starting ): pshh
it will be less than one year before we leave co and 5 months to syf (oh no). haha we are prob going to perform in some BALLROOM nxt year 90th anniversary XD and watch pple eat : /.. HOTEL SOMEMORE
1 year is going to pass pretty fast i guess.. it wasnt too long ago when we were still sec 1 (with our 8 + 1, sadly), stuck in the classroom with xls haha. forget about being a wonderfully lovable good senior and junior.

(aiesh i cant rmb wat i was going to blog abt)

oh wells all the best for results! (i have a feeling im going to get RETAINED ): though) and no expectation of IH!! :P

few more weeks of cca and we're gonna e out of this country :D yay. its a waste of money lah KHGRJAHWGRJAHGFJHBDVJHSBCDVJHAGDFKUAQWEIQU
jiayou sec 1s and 2s, HAVE FUN!!!!! let's hope mrs ee one-by-one them alot!! muahahahaha..

GOONG <33

2006-09-16T07:50:00.000+08:00

hahaha. our blog is lagging again. its so not updated again. oh ya. ITS SATURDAY and im back in school for my PHYSICS lesson. so dumb. its all because of the corporate video. choose our class for what lah. i know we get to miss lessons but we have to come back on saturdays. isnt that worse. hurhur.

2006-08-25T12:56:00.000+08:00

I have just realised that puiian uses the name pui pui when she blogs. thats such a cute name. haha. but unfortunately. my name is like that all the while. im called Ting Ting. which is a HORRIBLE name. until that day. i went to this shop and i heard this person reserving books. she told the saleswoman her name. she is called "dan dan" hahahaa. lets cry out loud. her name is so amussing. i know i am mean and such but i am so happy that someone actually has such a funny name, just like ME! hahahah. and there was this china guy who tried to read my name. he pronounced it as " sa-ma-tah" then i LOOKED UP AT HIM GAVE HIM AND A STARE AND he scurried off. i am so pro. say pro everyone. hehheee. i am so satisfied with myself. i know i am very mean. hahaha.
im well-known for being LAME and MEAN

Random

2006-08-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

Oh. IH notes makes me sleep but then again, I was half dead today which MONKEY kept emphasising. She suceeded in making me laugh hysterically. Those laugh that makes ur stomach ache, and the laugh is kinda of silent at some point. HAHA.

I dont get the difference between CPF and Pension. I should have listened more in class =( and I left my previous IH test and practice in school =( I cant rmbr how the question is like =( EEKS. I hate this kinda of SBQ.

I have nothing much to say now =/ Guess what. I PASSED BIO QUIZ FIRST TIME THIS ENTIRE YEAR! Not a splendid pass but I could have done better if I had not changed the AORTA to pulmonary vein =( Oh wells.

Maths make me messy?!?!?

2006-08-24T06:55:00.000+08:00

hehehehe. we had weird experiences recently. hahaha. after CIP that day, there was this funny man who asked huixian for 1 dollar to play COUNTERSTRIKE. isnt it WEIRD. and then me and hanqing ran away, haha. then on monday, me and huixian went to kap and there was this one man who asked me for one dollar as well. so freaky. he was like:" ni3 you3 mei1 you3 yi1 kuai1 qian2?" i was like" mei2 you3 mei2 you3....." then we walked away quickly. haha. then i told hanqing. it will be your turn soon. be careful then after xiaozu that day, she was like" ask me for one dollar!" haha. so funny.

Senior and Senior-less

2006-08-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

HAHA. I STINK. I came back home, ate some peanuts, and just sat there and stone, watching some service programme on Channel 5.

How do you guys feel being a senior? Like really being the oldest of ALL! In primary school, I used to think that being the oldest in school is real cool (I still think it is) but come secondary school, I hardly enjoy any moment of being a senior.

I am rambling again. Anyway, xiaozu felt real strange today. EEKS. Zls was going so fast, and the next moment he was like OH let's ask the sec3s to teach the sec1s. Damn mann. Felt real shitty and lost =/ There wasnt anyone you can run to, and ask the parts you arent sure about. Moreover, considering my 'great' sense of rythme, I of course could not get a lot of the beats correctly just by looking at the damn score =/

I am not making sense here. 4 hours of sleep the night before, running 6 rounds and doing PE plus a whole afternoon of CCA doesnt make you think straight. HAHA.

Yay. I cant wait for term 4 to come because then, there wont be any cca =p HEHE. Guys Jiayou for your EOYs and the last bit of your SIAs. Did I tell you Ras simply scold us for the fun of it. Turns out that a lot of groups asked for extension, and there is no penalty in not meeting the deadline. So long as you hand in before Friday, you are not late. If you meet your deadline, you get bonus marks. THATS ALL. Was there a need for her to like just flare up at us in the staff room and just storm off, leaving us gaping at each other? WERIDO.

I shall go bathe now and finish my last bits of Geog report. I hope Jac rmbrs to edit Chinese because then I can proudly say ALL my SIAs are completed. I am so going to finish geog tonight and Chem presentation is tmr, so YAY.

Oh the living room aircon is on, so I wont feel super sticky the moment I am done bathing. (The bathroom is horribly stuffy and humid). Lousy ventiliation.

BSP EXAM. Dies... IH test =/

2006-08-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

some random pictures.

blub.

2006-08-21T21:46:00.000+08:00

i decided to blog since pui, sam and zona kept lamenting about us not blogging. blah. okie i'll talk about cip then. it was ok. except it was rather tiring. and we went to eat after cip. us being sam cheryl hanqing and me.. yup. OH. shall talk about the horrific experience of being approached for $1 for counterstrike. um it goes like this. we were at the traffic light. then suddenly came this guy who said in um a rather scary tone "can you lend me one dollar, i want to play counterstrike.." yeah it shocked me abit. i said err sorry i dun have. "then you have two dollars?" err i dun have small change. "then how much you have?" i was rather scared after this so i sort of got cheryl for help. i know she would be able to settle it. hah i just asked her if she got. yeah so she just told the guy "i dun use cash i use cashcard." i think the guy said ok then went to approach other ppl. hah could see from their expressions that they were pretty freaked out too. and, sam and hanqing got so scared that they walked so far away once they saw him. and guess what. once we came out of cine after eating, he approached us again!! arghh yeah this time he asked cheryl. i was so freaked out i just went 'ahh its the counterstrike guy again' to sam. instinctively, we starting to run or rather increase our pace. hmm i think we were rather mean to cheryl. but once again, cheryl can manage things well so she didnt need any help anyway :D yeah she told us she said the same thing and the guy didnt understand lah he still ask 'so you got money or not' . wah cant stand it so persistent. and omg so suay. tdae, sam was approached by an old man for one dollar! again! (these encounters are similar) it happened when we were walking out of kap. sam was like i must warn hanqing! since the 3 of us were approached before and it hasnt happened to her. well, i just think its a coincidence. blah. i still have like 5kewens to read, zuowen, math written assgmt and math practice questions to do. n have to study for ih test.
so byee.

Being A senior

2006-08-21T18:56:00.000+08:00

I HATE GEOG REPORT. THANK YOU MS RAS~

New Seating Plan

2006-08-16T13:50:00.000+08:00

Hello!!!

Went for Maths remedial at KAP this morning. Dont you think Mrs Wong is like the funkiest and coolest and greatest teacher ever? MRS WONG ROCKS =p I mean just look at how much she sacrifices for our class, for all her students? Thank you Mrs Wong =)

I am at my parents' office now =) It's so great that their office is finally using broadband and there are 2 proper computers =) I think I am going to take a short nap, wake up, use this nice comp to do some SIAs and leave for CIP. HAHA. Sending food is good =)

Truely and utterly surprised by the new seating. Hey guys, but what can we do right? WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER =) It's only a few more months, right? A FEW MORE MONTHS AND WE WONT HAVE TO STEP INTO THAT ROOM? Cheers.

My dear mortal, SMILE =)

Jiayou everyone for EOYs too which I am really really really very very very very worried.

-Yawns-

HELLO SAM. HELLO BUG. HELLO ZONA. HELLO XL. HELLO MASHTO. HELLO TY. HELLO CHERYL.

2006-08-15T07:14:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA that was not a national da celebration at all lor. It was just a national day ceremony. that happens EVERYTIME. hahaha. i hate it lor. sucks. yah. last year was so fun. hehe. buggy is so funny. shes always looking out for people to go out with her. i remembered last sunday she smsed me to ask me whether want to go out. then i called her but she said noone was free. so funny. so sad. our timing all very tight one lor. i guess we can go out after all the horrible tests...... hmm........... we never had a COMPLETE xyz sec 3s outting yet. we should try to achieve it. try to find a day when everyone is free and go out together. yay. hehe.

National Day cum Cross Country

2006-08-08T15:38:00.000+08:00

This years National Day celebration is so HORRIBLE.

Firstly, they put it together with cross country cause they are probably too picky about giving students 1 more day of holiday, so there wasnt any nice running around in school quadrangle. I rmbr in sec1, when the seniors just pulled us in, with the SUPER COOL BAND Zoozle or smth blasting music =))))) I still rmbr towards the end, when we were all super tired, we just lined ourselves along the first floor classrooms, sat down and started singing. WE COMPARED LEG LENGTHS BEFORE THAT cause it was when I realise my legs are horribly short. OH I RMBRED SITTING BESIDE SOMEONE, SINGING FIVE STARS ARISING which I didnt know how to sing. =)))))))))) That was the best National Day celebration I have ever had so far! =)))

Sec2 wasnt that fun cos we were all crammed in the hall, because it was raining so everything wasnt exciting at all. We tried to run but there wasnt any space, so we gave up in the end =( However, it was so FUN when I went out with BUGGY and ZONA to watch Bewitched izit? I rmbr it is a movie I fell asleep. WE WENT TO CINELEISURE AND OUR WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE OF MEETING SOMEONE! =)))))))))))))) FUN!

This year, there wasnt any celebration. Cross Country was at Turf City which is a horrible environment and the distance is SOO SHORT! Moreover, our SMART school let ALL 4 LEVELS RUN TOGETHER, so at some pts, when the path is too narrow, I didnt run =(((((((( I was aiming to run continously this year =((

There is no National Celebration at all =(( Went out with Anthea and Yuhui after that. Nth eventful happened. We went to shop at Giant which had nth. We saw Ms Lena Teo there and a few other teachers. I REALLY LOVE SOME of our school teachers =))) They are so CUTE and LOVABLE. Really great people! =)))

Went to P.S to eat KFC. I didnt want it, but when Yuhui saw the Student Zinger Meal, she was like IT's SO CHEAP! I wanted to try the cafe cartel pasta set meal. At least I finally tried KFC Bandito Pocket =)

Ok I am real tired now. You know I just realise a very sad truth =( For the past 2 years, by the time it was National Day, the sec1s as an entire batch would have got to know the seniors. This year, I dont even know who are our sec1s, and they dont even know me either. Needless to say hi and run around together =(((

SAD

2006-08-07T07:08:00.000+08:00

hi everyone. Its National Day! which means got holidays. hehe. so. fun. i have maths and geog test today and i haven study yet. wish me good luck everyone. im so dead. hurhurhur. im bored. mine class got a lot of insects and then everyone start screaming when they see the insects. some people dun like their seat anymore cos they are scared of the insects. hehe. so funny. luckily im seating in front. oh. for the china programme thing, im the performance ic. so dead. when the teacher say:" you all better dun perform co in china as they will be better than you" me and chan yi were like "PHEW". so lucky. yupps. but buggy's not so lucky. zheng lao shi tell her that co ppl must perform. hahas. i feel so happy. pity little hx. hurhur. good luck hx! we are singing muunaeru vaalibba. or whatever indian songs. anyway, its better than lugging that erhu to china right. and then when zls told hx that co ppl must perform, hx was like my instrument is very HUGE. i was laughing when hx told me that over the phone. so funny.ok bb.

Screwed MSN Space

2006-08-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

My MSN Space is horribly screwed now. I think stupid MSN now has this whole Live thing, so my MSN Space has become this Spaces Live instead of MSN Spaces. Even the addie has become http://puiian.spaces.live.com This is irritating. It is not loading properly at all, and I cant blog there.

Anyway, YAY Term 3 tests are all over for me except for one stupid IH test in week 9 I think. BSP EOY is in week 9 too. MUST MUG. I need to rush out all my SIAs too and I am so in need of time. I need to start revising for EOY cos I know I will never finish, considering the amt of wk we need to study and how Sec3 stuff is so cheem.

Term 3 is a horrible term. I flunked 2 tests already. Geog is ok, but Chinese is just a mere pass. CHINESE. If my Chinese and Maths cant make it, what AM I LEFT WITH? I seriously think I will be retain can. AHHH. Bio was ok today but I made a horribly big mistake in the essay question. That is the freaky irritating thing about Bio. Just a few letters difference, it makes such a big deal. WHO ASK THEM TO NAME THE PARTS SO SIMILARLY. Irritating. Overall, I guess it was still ok.

Well, guys we are officially seniors. How does it feel? HAHA. Actually, I feel nothing. At least not yet. HAHA.

Jiayou everybody in everything. Erm the party?

2006-08-02T07:17:00.000+08:00

hihi everyone. I HAVE BIO TEST TODAY. i very scared cos got BLOOD. haha. so funny. im so amused by myself. yesterday was so funny, we were laughing at the china people band conductor. his hair look so fake can and then i was like asking huixian:" Is that a wig?" hxd thought for a while b4 answering me. she looked at him then she said no. its real. and her face was so amusing. and then when they said that there are refreshments outside. we were like can we eat them, in the end we ate them cos we saw the snrs eating too. hehe. and then xinling was fantasizing over the chocolate stuff. haha. so funny, 0oh and xinling got a red " BRING THE BEST" band from the china people. hers was no sincerity at all lah. and then someone got a packet of tie guan yin tea from them. i forgot who was that. and ty got a star clip. haha.

Bio Test

2006-07-31T19:23:00.000+08:00

My stupid MSN Space is being conky again. HRMP. It always does when I want to blog.

Studying Bio makes me fall asleep. I just flip open the vomit green book and I will read a few paragraphs and the next thing I know, I have fallen asleep. I take so long to just try and digest one short paragraph. THIS IS BAD. I will never finish studying properly in time and I cannot afford to fail this test since I flunked Chem and Maths already. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

I hope blogging makes me slightly more awake. I need to at least finish studying Plants by tonight, Blood by tmr night and Wednesday night will just be revising through everything. There is bloody CIP tmr but I think it would be better than watching the concert right? I wont be taking our REALLY AFTER CCA bus ride with SHIR though =(( SORRY Shir, but you still going to gimme the ULTRA UBER LONG LETTER huh? HEHEHE =p

I cant rmbr Kong Shan and my erhu and pu are both in school, which means tmr Zona and Yh will cover for me ok? HEHE. On a brighter note, at least CIP ends at 5.30 but I think I will be bored to tears. I think they are elderly right? As much as I have worked on elderly for my SIA, I cannot understand their language and all I can do to help them is do indirect stuff like sending food, which is what I am going to do on Wed.

Wed will be my second time sending food to the elderly. I will have to clear my bag, or I will end up lugging so much stuff, together with 26 packs of food. Come to think of it, I think I will be paranoid and bring my Bio Textbk to school, which means my bag is gonna be heavy. DIES.

HELLO TIANYUAN. Yes for once you are blogging! I am ok. My wounds almost dried up, and it is healing. I just cant bend my legs to the fullest, or else it will hurt. The wound is really itchy as it heals, and it is ultra tempting to peal. HEHE.

My new seat is ok, except I dont like seating in the middle. I feel so trapped all of a sudden. HAHA. Yh response when Sab came into the audi was so AMUSING. HEHE.

Oh shit. I still have to do IH report by tonight. I wonder if we need to do the Colin Goh's thingy. Out of no where, we were just asked to go read that article (which I downloaded a week ago and not bother to open it) and write some 300 words response to it. HELLO. WHAT THE HELL ARE WE DOING FOR LA? Do you know yourself, our DEAREST Sab. GRRRR. I am so certain the class had been floating around throughout this half year, wondering what is happening for LA.

I have been going to this website, looking at a person's bicycling adventure. I so agree that when you cycle, you just feel so free. The wind just rushing at your face, and just simply enjoying the scenery around you (which I cant exactly do it cause I cant really balance well. I turn off course once I look away from my direction I am going).

I just love to be on the move. When you cycle, you do not have to use much strengh as compared to running and walking. You cover a whole lot more distance when you make one complete paddle, than you running 10 steps. HEHE. Swimming is just so great too. You can just feel yourself going against the current, breaking FREE.

I think I am so going insane just trapping myself at home, trying to complete all the school stuff, yet more than half the time, my minds thinking about running, swimming and CYCLING. Nvm. I shall look forward to cross country. I shall try complete the entire run without stopping but the thing about me is that I cannot perserve when I am made to run big rounds. Small repeated rounds are easier to complete. It is easier to push yourself further. When you complete lets say your target of 6 rounds, you will tell yourself just one more round and you will do it. Then you will just keep going on, making me SUPER happy. I hope I will be able to do so cross country.

I better get back to studying BIO if I ever want to complete studying Plants by tonight.

Starch----- broken down by diatose to maltose----- broken down by maltase to glucose----- which is broken down to sucrose to be transported to storage organs.

Now I have to go rmbr the proteins and fats one. HRMP

2006-07-30T17:17:00.000+08:00

hellooo pple..

hehe its my first time blogging on this blog :D
and its abt 3 yrs aft this blog started existing

IM A BOW LEGGED CHICKEN IM A KNOCK-KNEED HEN
HAVENT BEEN SO HAPPY SINCE I DONT KNOW WHEN
I WALK WITH A WIGGLE AND A JIGGLE AND A SQUAWK
DOING THE FANCY WIGWOCK

and puiian must get well soon (:

BLEEDING

2006-07-28T19:14:00.000+08:00

Guess what. I fell again today, quite badly (my shoes has blood) and I fell on my wound that was made on wednesday. HOW COOL!

I need to bathe cos I am dirty and all that but I am resisting it because I cant imagine water flowing through my wound! It hurts even when I bent my leg. ARGGG.

I shall blog more about it later since I HAVE to bathe and there is no point resisting it cos I will need to BATHE soon anyway.

I had to specially go buy gauze and tape for my wound. I didnt want to buy alcholic swaps to save money and I thought it is quite redundant since I will apply medicine once after I bathe. HAHA.

LAI WAN ROCKS!

Happy

2006-07-27T20:45:00.000+08:00

Some ppl just have the ability to make me happy =))) To make me less sad. The ability to make you feel safe =) WHAAAA

YAY YAY YAY YAY.

I am at a lost of words

2006-07-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

Mrs Wong is real COOL. I love sms-ing her. She made me feel so mean to Ms Tan. I am still contemplating emailing or msn-ing her. HRMM.

My butt aches from cycling. I have to keep mentioning the cycling instructors just rock! AHHH. YAY. I am so glad I finally know how to cycle. My next aim is to learn how to roller blade, but I definitely still need to work on cycling. I cant cycle uphill and I am super unsteady when I start off -_-''' I have bad control over my gears too. I am a bit blur about the high gear low gear thing. High gear means higher number, which means more effort needed to cycle which means you use it when going downhill? Did I get it right? Someone correct me.

Physical theatre is just plain great stetching and sleeping for the last half hour! It leaves you sticky though. The room carpet isnt that clean so...

I have 2 big bruises! 1 on each knee. BLEHZ. They hurt and they stick onto my long pants. I give up trying to paste plasters cos they come off even before I do anything, but they wound hurts whenever the sweat gets in. Xueling was very nice when she helped me clean the wound. Lai Wan? was like it might sting a little. LITTLE. I have low thrash hold. HAHA. I think I spelt it wrongly.

It felt so good cycling behind Lai Wan?. She kept encouraging me. =) I went around looking at blogs and I realise how challenging stuff the others did. HEHE. I am still glad I am fooling around with Sarah, Joanne, Ant and Sharlene, together with Xue Ling and Lai Wan? Failing does help I guess.

See you guys on Tues. =)))))))

whoa. so many posts!!!

2006-07-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

hi peeps! xinling here. was just reading through all the posts only TODAY!!! haha. so a bit lagging behind. and please ppl, all of you ah, post nv write name one then i dun noe who is writing that post and i get so confused. so PLEASE SIGN OFF!!! :))))))))

i dun noe what to write. oh, i love singing backstage and listening to zona sing oldies in her dunno-how-to-describe voice. haha. sooooooooooo COOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!!

am so looking forward to co camp. see i so enthu. :)))))))))))) *secret wink*

lalalalala....singing is so FUN!!!!!!!

i am seriously bored. dunno what to write. dun want to write about sabbaticals cos environmental science is downright BORING!!!! argh. and sungel buloh is exhausting lar.

i am so tired. and i have nothing to do. i dun want to sleep either. what shall i do? hmmmmm....

i am seriously crapping away. bye people!:))))))))))))))) its 9. and i will be sleepiing in 1 hour time. yay. sleep early too people. liddat can grow taller!!!!!

and now i am seriously over my obsession with ah-hem. i see her, i get angry and start cursing her. hahah.

2006-07-25T07:12:00.000+08:00

im lame. but i like it. it feels good when you are lame. try it everyone. haha. so funny. ok. this blog is like a time machine, sometimes now and sometimes dates back to the past. that day the finale was funny. it was a a funny finale. nvm. i like the pearls one too. but i like the blue coral tea one too. its so funny.
Pui: what is blue coral?
me: its a drink
Pui: is it sweet?
me: yah. but its nice

At the bus stand:
me: i like blue coral tea but it is disgusting

Then i forgot what happened. haha. and everyone, holding on to their bubbletea was amused by my soldier joke. Here's the joke: why do soldiers come back in bras from a war? Answer is they come back in triumph. haha. so funny. im amused by myself.

1st day of sabbaticals

2006-07-24T16:37:00.000+08:00

HAHA. Sam, we know you are SUPER lame! Your jokes are like so super cold till the extent whereby we are NUMB. You and your illogical talkings. Let me quote my favourite one.

Sam: 'I dont like the pearls in bubble tea. They are disgusting.'
Me: 'Then why dont you ask the aunty for no pearls?'
Sam: 'Ha but without the pearls then not nice already!'

IT IS DISGUSTING, yet without it, the drink isnt good? You are WEIRD. HAHA.

Anw, today sabbaticals were great! I love physical theatre and cycling. I realise that I am super inflexible. Bicycling was great except I feel all shitty. I cant cycle, and out of the 4 who cant cycle, I am not only one left still not able to start and balance a bike properly. I THINK I AM RETARDED. I do not instinctively press the brake. I USE MY LEGS and when I swirl, I swirl so much that I end up falling.

I fell once anyway. My right knee is slightly bruised but who cares! I AM SO GOING TO MAKE SURE I CAN CYCLE BY WEDNESDAY! Did I mention the instructors esp Hadi is SUPER NICE and PATIENT. They just held my bike and just kept encouraging me. I am so far too hopeless. HEHE.

I am kinda of worried abt tmr at East Coast Park. I think everybody will be happily cycling and I will be lagging behind, not even be able to start the bike. THIS IS BAD. SHIT I AM PANICKING ALRDY!

I miss Ms Tan SO MUCH. On friday, after she talked to us, she came back to our class and she left this stack of Maths corrections for me to give out. She also left a message on our class board that says:

'309, All the best! Thks for everything. Ms Tan =)'

I MISS MS TAN. How we can just eat and fool around in her class when we get super stressed. I miss how she will play with the 2 cute creatures called Momozi or smth right? AHHHH. I am glad we got her 2 new best friends, together with a basketball massager!

Well, at least Mrs Wong is back! Mrs Wong is SO COOL AND FUNKY! Her hair is so SUPER COOL and she just look so COOL. MRS WONG ROCKS! I want both teachers so badly! THEY REALLY SHLD TEACH TOGETHER! HAHA. I wonder how did my SIA do since Ms Tan graded 2 out of the 3 mini task. Maybe I can go bug her? HEHE.

Sab is getting on our nerves, not just me. Hrm. I wish Mrs wong is our form teacher.

I have to get back to doing my boring BIO SIA due 12 midnight. HAHA.

I miss so many ppl =( and I am worried about tmr. BLEHZ =/

2006-07-24T07:09:00.000+08:00

look everyone. something is super wrong with this blog. it dates back to 2004, when we were sec 1! aqnd everyone start talking about liang2 xiao1 and stuff, kao ji and how zhanglao comment about our first few playings. hahas. thats so amusing ppl. that day was fun. with me being lame and stuff. hx wanted cheryl to change place with me because she cant stand my lameness. hahaaa. so funny. it was so funny during dinner time. but there was no peas for us to throw that day unfortunately. hahas. the finale was funny too. we waved the stars to the wrong direction. the dance ppl waved to left and we right. when they right, we waved left. but anyway, mdm mak said well done to us. i guess she didnt see the whole directions. -_-"... shirlyn used leaves in our letters. she said they were weeds but her weeds looked so new haha. shes so creative. hehe

Over

2006-07-23T00:25:00.001+08:00

Everything is over. OVER.

I cant believe I cried and I am still crying. I just felt bitter, and then when Ziwei came and said smth and said wanted a foto, I just cried. That was aftr I read Dannie's and Shirlyn's letter.

Crap. I miss you guys like SHIT. It has been barely a few hours and I am feel so lost already. Thank you Shirlyn and Dannie for smsing. =) I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE HELL.

Ziwei, sorry for making you crying and just making so many ppl cry. It is a vicious cycle. BLEHZ.

Everything is OVER. The thought of being the oldest hasnt actually sink into me but when it does, I will most probably feel very sad =( Thank you LOVELY sec3s with the cool ability of us being to do everything in less than 24 hours and just making this long day so enjoyable. Sorry for crying and making a few of you guys cried.

Yesh. We are going to be the oldest and I dont know what will happen but I know we will get through it together right?

LOVE YOU GUYS. MISS YOU TOO.

About Tues, I am glad you (seniors) see our pt and do understand how we feel. It was mean of us to say all that but we were really pissed and everything. Sorry for not being to hold back our words, but the whole incident did hurt us in our own way... =(

BUT... THIS IS ALL THE PAST RIGHT?

Good luck to everyonee!

Over

2006-07-23T00:25:00.000+08:00

HRM

2006-07-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hrm. I came online just to blog but after looking through various blogs, I feel SIAN so I shant blog much.

Today was FUN. Even though the trip was rushed, I thought it was quite fun. HAHA. Choosing the things and picking and re-picking.

AH. My mom and brother are pissing me off. They are like pretending I dont exist and going, 'Do you read the papers everyday? What about your younger sis?' SO IRRITATING. It is not as if I dont want to. LOOK AT THE AMT OF WORK I HAVE. I rather read the papers for 2 hours everyday than mug and all that SHIT. They dont like to see me blog (which explains why I cant access the blogging pg of my MSN Space becos I believe my bro blocked it). THEY SAY WHY SHOULD I SPEND TIME DOING SO. IT IS MY FORM OF RELAXATION. WILL IT KILL TO RELAX.

I dont have anything to write which explains why everything is stagnant. HRM.

On a sadder note, Ms Tan is GONE =(((((((( I dont want her to leave at all. It was so fun talking to her. I blushed twice in front of teachers today within an hour. I never knew I had to active cheeks. Maybe it is retribution from constantly teasing Camel =((( BOO.

Ms Tan does not believe the scandals I have. SEE! I AM NOT SCANDALOUS AT ALL. Ms Tan was giving the 'You actually have scandals look' when Niang was like... HRM I shant mention. HAHA.

Ms Tan gave us CHOCS! THANK YOU MS TAN. She was so NICE. I shall write in my diary when I am free.

I still have so much work to do. WHERE IS MY LIFE?

I need to rush Bio SIA. CRAP

2006-07-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Ha. let's promote gossiping and backstabbing!

Somehow i just get the feeling that we seem to be the only ones sorry, though i'm pretty sure we aren't the only ones at fault here.

On a happier note, this blog seems to have suddenly bloomed into life.

2006-07-20T12:44:00.000+08:00

see. people kept saying that everything is over and nothing can be changed. This is true but maybe people have different thoughts and meanings. some ppl treat this like its over and we really cant dop anything about it and they will just forget it down the road. but some will remember it forever. what for add a burden to your mind. keep your mind for other happy things then.........

2006-07-19T18:25:00.000+08:00

what has happened happened and i think we have recovered from our outbursts. i totally agree with sam and pui, we didnt want this to happen. we just had to let it all out. we do not want the conflict to persist. for now we just do not want to think about it anymore.

2006-07-19T16:17:00.000+08:00

look everyone. we too dont want a conflict to happen between batches. its not a fun thing to have conflicts. no one wants to have them. you all may not believe what i have said, but its seriously true. No one wants this to happen. maybe we over-reacted yesterday, but that's already over, we cant change it right.

but look again, we flared up and said all those things yesterday because we need to let it all out. its not as if we don listen to you guys la. Lunch pracs, did we pon them. no. maybe sometimes, but thats because we are not free. we may not have many examples about this issue but you all have to think about it too.

we are humans and we have reaction time, we need time to accept facts. when you all just told us to go for finale yesterday. Maybe not the sec 4s but ms lee, we were shocked cos we were not informed beforehand. well, we knew abt this thing beforehand but no one came to discuss with us about who should go.

you all should have a better approach on how we should solve this finale problem. if you all negotiate with us abt it, this thing would not have happened right. so it takes two hands to clap. i agreed that we over-reacted yesterday, but dont you think that you all should negotiate with us before letting us go for the finale?

2006-07-19T16:14:00.000+08:00

Hrm, so things have turned out this way. There are many different points of view regarding this whole issue. Things wouldnt get back to normal because what's done cannot be undone.

However, from what I see, we are EXPECTED to take orders as so. Ok this singing thing, NOBODY wants to go just like yh had said. IT IS TRUE. You dont want. I dont want. NOBODY WANTS. From our point of view, it is ok for us to go if we REALLY REALLY REALLY had to, but that's only if we were asked nicely and had negotiation.

From our point of view, we flare up because we are truely SICK of this kind of ordering and commanding. There was room for negotiation last time. We talked and at least, when we had to do something, we got to speak our minds first. There is a big difference in the way we see things. We do not think that a good junior is one who just simply obey orders, even when we dont like it.

You may say we never actually flare up to previous batches. That is because I dont think we were actually forced so badly into such things. Moreover, regarding this matter, we expressed our displeasure to attend but nobody cared. NOBODY. It was as if we happily want it.

To our jnr who tagged, well now you know us. Our sentiments or whatever did you write. Maybe because I personally never believe in the ordering of juniors around, I can never be super duper fierce with my juniors.

Hrm. I have nth much to say alrdy.

2006-07-19T12:22:00.000+08:00

Look people. we dont mean to be so bad and mean. its just that we need so space to sort of recover from the fact that we need to attend the finale. yah. if the seniors ask us like nicely if we wants to go for the finale, we will consider or even agree like comfortably that we will go for the finale. yah. but we seriously didnt want to be so mean lah. and we need to think from the fact the someone saboed us saying that she would tell the sec 2 batch to go for finale but in the end, when ms lee asked who is going for finale for xianyue, she was like sec 3s. pls lor. this is so obvious that she is saboing us lah. actually, i know everyone has their own different thoughts but we have to have a fair mind. Try putting yourself in other people's shoes, and see how you will feel. I think this is only fair. yah. there's nothing else we can do right, yah so... hmm. just like that lor. im just saying in general, not like in anyone's personal opinion.

2006-07-19T07:13:00.000+08:00

hey everyone. im stressed too. pui ian is funny. btw, the jnr who tagged our blog is who huh? i bet is some stupid pple. pui ian we know you sun your clothes there. the sun very nice right. the finale is stupid. we don know how to sing right. then when pui ian told me what :"i heard auntie rose" then i started laughing then mrs ee saw me laughing then she told me to shut up. so scary. the alumni choir very lousy. all the old aunties cant sing. their voice cannot hear one lor. so disgusting. we were in the green room when they sang. then luckily we had music to hear. then cheryl started to tell me, i love my korean song. haha. i seriously think that we are camping yesterday lor. we survived on packed food, bread, mineral water. hahas. oh, i printed the song sheet and i will photocopy for you all. and xinling, send us the photos.

2006-07-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

Haha don't you simply love the strong sense of unity in our batch? man do we rock or what. hahaha. love ya guys. muacks

2006-07-18T21:39:00.000+08:00

i NEVER knew they were like that. ohh how despicable they can be. actually most is already said in the prev prev prev post but i shall reiterate the point anyway. THEY DO NOT DESERVE IT. they never exactly played their roles well but their act today totally shattered our views of them. since when being senior gives you the right to force people into something? they totally never spared a thought for us. and what they did today was to just leave us stranded there while all of them can go home happily. for the finale the rest of the sections secs 4s are going. they are WILLING to go and cherish the last time that they are going to perfrom as nyco. but for xianyue, sec3s were sent. what can it only show of the xyz sec 4s? and to that particular junior, you are NOT FIT to be in that current post now. where is your integrity and responsibility? they in any way cannot be compared to us in terms of responsibility and unity. and to think we actually thought that we weren't good enough juniors and seniors.

[the them excludes the nice senior who originally volunteered for the finale.]
and to samantha- aiyoh you got nothing to do ah. think of wuliao stuff.

2006-07-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

hello! (:

2006-07-18T20:44:00.000+08:00

hey people. here i am again. i know we had FUN at the green room. haha. yay. i remembered my blogger password. zona and I were listening to music when she fell asleep then i always knock into her and wake her up. I so sorry zona. and when we were going in before ling an, xinling showed me her pig snort again. -_-" hahas. xinling so funny. and pui ian told us to wake her up at 4.10 cos she want to study then she end up waking up herself! at 4.10. so pro right. OMG. haha. ermm. we are all stressed. we have so many tests. yah and we were like idiots on stage during the finale cos we dun know how to sing. we only know the phrase:" Time to say goodbye" haha. we are funny. hehe. i know im very lame. haha. nvm. esplanade backstage is cool. haha. we were eating our lunch beside the Singapore River which is super dirty. Yuck. but the breeze is nice. we were like camping. we sun our clothes there, took of our shoes, studied there, chatted there. it was seriously an enjoyable bonding session. oh ya. that day i attended a church wedding. It was my dad's sec schl classmate's wedding. its so amazing that they still keep in contact. so nyco xyz sec 3 batch of 2006, we must make sure we are like that too. i wonder who will get married first next time. hmmm....

sucky people

2006-07-18T14:59:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS A SUCKY DAY WITH SUCKY SENIORS AND SUCKY JUNIORS AND SUCKY TEACHERS. SOME SAID THAT THEY WILL GO FOR THE FINALE. BUT THEY SABOED US AFTER THAT. THEN WE ARE STUCK IN THIS SICK GREEN ROOM. AND ONLY XIANYUE SEC 3S ARE LEFT OVER. ALL THE OTHER SECTIONS HAVE SEC 4S YET WE HAVE TO GO FOR FINALE OURSELVES, STUPID PPLE.

HOW CAN THEY BE FIT TO BE OUR SENIORS. WE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT WE ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH SENIORS OR MAYBE EVEN NOT GOOD JUNIORS. NOW WE KNOW WE ARE JUST BEING PARANOID AND THERE ARE A LOT A LOT A LOT OF PPL WORSEEEE THAN US!

ALL ALONG, WE THOUGHT WE HAD WONDERFUL SENIORS. SENIORS WHO CAREDDDDD FOR US. NOTE THE WORD CAREDDD.. DO CARING SENIORS LEAVE THEIR JUNIORS STRANDED MONEYLESS FOODLESS BAGLESS TRANSPORTLESS HERE IN THE GREEN ROOM?! BUT WHO CARES MAN. WE SURVIVED OBS, AND WE ENJOYED IT A LOT, UNLIKE YOU PEOPLE, SO WE WILL EMERGE VICTORS FROM THIS STUPID DAY!!!! DAMN YOUUU A**HOOLLEEE.

AND TO CERTAIN WONDERFUL JNR OF OURS, WE THOUGHT YOU WERE KNOWN AS THE CAPABLE, RESPONSIBLE ONE. WE DONT GIVE A DAMN TO YOUR CROCODILE TEARS. U THINK WE DUMMBB??? STUPIDDD ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSHOLLEEEE.

NVM. WE ARE SPENDING QUALITY TIME TOGETHER. WE WONNN!!!! WE ARE MORE UNITED THAN EVER. MORE RESPONSIBLE THANN YOUUU AREE! IDIOTS! YOU WILL NEVER EVER BE AS GOOD AS US!

(that was just ALL of us being HIGH and 'HAPPYYY')

GOOD BYE AND GOOD DAY TO YOU.

POWERRR

2006-07-11T19:53:00.000+08:00

HELLOOO!

Even though I am ultra stressed with all the work I have, I am here to blog cos I really feel the need to.

DONT U THINK WE ROCK? SEC3'06 XYZ BATCH JUST ROCK! So what if they think we are kuku and suppressed angsty kids (quotes Shirlyn), I still think we rock! I bet ppl couldnt stand how UNITED we are! I did not feel weak for once!

We miss some seniors a whole lot. It was so fun chasing her from the opposite. She run, I run, we run. I shout, we shout, she shout! I MISS HER SO MUCH. =( We all do. If only we could talk longer...

Yonghui, really sorry btw. When I told you we were in the canteen, we were really there! Somehow, we just missed each other =( Ok, I promise I will tell you the revealable parts of the secret tmr ok?

SO SORRY.

WE ROCK!

<3 Sec3'06 XYZ <3 It feels good to speak up for yourself =)

Happy =))) but still stressed

2006-07-08T17:18:00.000+08:00

I decided to copy this ultra long post here! IT IS SUPER LONG even though a lot of it is about my class. HEHE. Scroll down for dedications =P

YAY!

I just came back from school after the Lower Sec Maths Challenge. I shall start blogging on this, then continue on to concert and funfair and I CAN START THANKING PPL!

One thing bad about this Maths Challenge thingy is that it spoilt my SLEEP again. I had to wake up at 5.30 a.m again so that I will reach school by 7. I am glad I reached there by 7 because Sharon and I still end up rushing towards the end of our setting up time.

So the first class came in which was 109. Then we realised that there was a huge mistake in our whole event. Since we are working on compound interest, the interest rate cannot be 10% per min because it is too impossible to calculate. It was only after 4 classes that Sharon and I had time to communicate and change it. HEHE.

Everything was quite messy at first because firstly we were not experienced and were a bit blur after all the panicking. Worse of all, MS TAN CAME IN TO GRADE US WHEN WE WERE CHAO MESSY AND CHAOTIC. Sharon and I completely ignored the teachers that came in. HEHE. We were too busy. Ms Tan stayed quite long and I think she was very puzzled and amused by us because WE ARE JUST SO LOUSY IN MATHS. I saw her write lots of stuff. I hope she is linient and will understand that we have only 2 ppl! There were times when 4 groups = 40 ppl came in at one go.

So everything got settled soon and there was this period whereby there was only 1 or 2 groups. It was so super PEACEFUL and nice! I think 107 ppl are very scary. I LOVE 103 juniors! They are so CUTE and lovely. Too bad Siying's mortal wasnt there. Yep yep.

Ms Tan came in towards the end when there was one last group. I was busy calculating the scoresheets. I think she was ULTRA amused by how SHITTY my Maths is. I was like laughing to myself that HAHA they all get like 5 marks! Ms Tan: Why all their marks so low? How you calculate one? She was sitting at the top most level of the SAC steps cum seats and she came down to take a look. I THINK SHE WAS REALLY LAUGHING INSIDE! I was like sitting on the ground, and like calculating under the steps?? As in you know the shoe rack kind? GO CHECK SAC and you will know! So she came down again (she went up to the higher steps) after that and she was like: 'Why you so funny? Must hide there and calculate?' HAHA I was doing so in order to check the pricing and points allocated to the goods.

I think she was CHAO bored. She was using her phone... HAHA. Qiuting keeps teasing me about 2 ppl! HRMMPPHH

Oh talking about Maths, since there is rehearsal on tuesday again, I'm gonna miss MATHS again =((( This sucks. I already dont have time to study and do my work, if I miss somemore, I will have to spend longer time on TRIGO. Ms Tan will probably end up being bug by Yonghui and I after school on wednesday and she will go through questions one by one with us! HAHA. I will end up cursing the guy who invented TRIGO and just plainly going, 'THIS IS SO DUMB!' Yonghui will go, 'SEE SO SMART! MS TAN IS SO SMART' HAHA

I think rehearsals are a complete waste of time. I really need lessons. IF ONLY IT WAS LA. Then I will be jumping for JOY! I am so glad there was no LA this entire week! JUMPS! HAHAH. I seriously think I am going to FLUNK everything this term. THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS and THINGS ARE PILING UP LIKE MAD.

I WANT TO BE A WORKER FOR ONCE. NOT A LEADER. CAN SOMEONE PLS TAKE CHARGE OVER THE SIAs? WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAVE TO BE ME TO BE PANICKING? Sometimes, I wonder if it is just me being so PARANOID and PANICKY.

HAHA. I bet you are amazed by the sudden change in tone right? Yes I am happy I got my BSD done and one Maths SIA down, but THERE ARE STILL LOTS MORE. Besdie this SIA wasnt much prob cos it was with Sharon. We could simply cover up for each other!

Anyway, on a random note, THANK YOU Ms Tan for going through Trigo 10.3 and answering my dumb questions and tolerating my curses. EHEHE. I forgot to erase my horrible curse on 10.2. EHEHE

It has been a week since concert and funfair passed. I am glad everything is OVER. Funfair did not turn out as what I expected. The imaginery scene whereby many ppl will be queuing at our stall, and we will all be super PRO and busy. HAHA. I or maybe a lot of us got quite pissed with Sab for being inhumane, standing there watching us carry canteen tables and chairs, yet still making us go back to class, clear it up when it was generally cleared up. WE END UP STAYING UNTIL 6. Poor QIQI had to wait so long. QI you ROCK! I MISS U SO MUCH! WE should go out some day again! WE MUST! DECEMBER ok? DEALL! Yuhui and I got lost trying to find TAKA toilet. HAHA. My legs were aching like mad because I was without my insole for the whole day, still running and standing. Till now, my whole legs hurts because the next day was concert which means TORTURING COURT SHOES for the entire day again.Then I did quite a lot of running and other excercises, so now my legs are ACHING =((((

Speaking of concert, I was never that excited I guess. I think seriously P.A is not for me. I dont like the stage. It is scary and COLD. HAHA. It got a lot better after some time though, especially towards the end of the whole concert. HAHA. Bird keeps LAUGHING at me! Ppl say I look funny when I am serious and playing. >< HAHA Bird was laughing like mad when we were playing apparently until ppl around her ask her to SHUT UP. HAHA. I really look so funny mehz?

Well it is my one and only concert EVER (I think). I guess it is a good experience but I think being backstage runner was a lot more fun in sec1. OK I think I am weird. HRM...

Anw, I shall get on with my dedications since they are long due! Besides, Xinling has already helped me say all the feeling towards concert! =]]]]]

Yuhui: I LOVE THE YELLOW ELEPHANT MUG! I am glad we got so close AGAIN, even closer than we were in pri school? YOU HAVE CHANGED IN SO MANY WAYS and I really appreciate the times when you listen to me talk and I just enjoy talking to you! Take care of yourself and PLS drink more MILK to strengthen your bones! TAKE CARE!

Ruiqi: HEY monkey! The lovely monkey whom I can whack and fool around with! Thank you for the fun you have given me, in OBS, in our GEOG lessons, during the SIA fieldwork, Translation sab etc. YOU ROCK! I really want to thank you for talking to me for so long some time back after school, when I was super stressed and depressed over CCA. THANK YOU SO MUCH for all the fun times and all the serious moments when you just lend me you listening ear. THANK YOU and continue to be as MONKEY-ish AS EVER! =))))

Yonghui: MASHTO! I LOVE SITTING WITH YOU! Somehow, you force me to be awake when I really feel like sleeping. Thank you for being such a nice bud in class, in cca. I love all the times when we talked together. -hugs- Jiayou and hope you will become what you wish to be! Thanks for the nice lovely purse? which I first used on concert =) I dont owe you any secrets now! =) Oh I think I do, 1 right? HAHA.

Hwee Yanne and Charis: Thanks for being there during BSP camp when I was quite sad at first sleeping alone. Inviting me to your dorms and just talking =) For all the support you gave during CO concert, I really thank you! Jiayou for everything and hope to talk more! Charis: It was fun eating at the poolside restaurant right? YAY

Ziwei: YOYOYOYOYO! I am so glad I still have seniors to talk to! I cant imagine next year. Thanks for remembering my bdae and wishing me HAPPY birdday. I love all the bus rides in the morning when we can just talk! YAY =) Btw, thanks for the lovely Valentine's day msg which was on YELLOW paper (= HAHA

Qiu Ting: You are so EVIL. HAHA keep teasing me about 2 ppl. NVM. Thanks for being such a lovely friend and telling me so many things which I want to know. Jiayou for your drama performance and sorry for being pissed sometimes when it comes to SIAs. THANK YOU GIRL! Pls eat more! You are so bony and weak! TAKE CARE!

Lishian: Hey! I miss sitting with you! I never thought I would be able to get to know you well enough. HAHA trust me, I was scared of you at first. HAHA. Thank you for rmbring my birthday and helping me in so many things, like Maths, Teachers' Day souvenir design and PAINTING SPONGEBOB! Rock on! =)))

Sharon: Sorry for getting pissed with you on funfair. HEHE I really enjoy working with you and of course, I love the doggie notebook! It is ORANGE which is so close to YELLOW. HAHA. We rock! All the best in our upcoming SIAs! =)

Sophia, Mel, Nat, Rachel, Yukang, Ant, Victoria See, Xiaole, Jiaying, Alton, Huishan, Weichi:
Thank you all for you for rmbring my birthday and bothering to wish me GOOD DAY. Just knowing you rmbr MADE MY DAY! =p Thank you so much ppl!

Panda: YEAH we share the same bdae! So FUN! HAHA. Thank you for being such a nice bud in PSGL, class, OBS, during Funfair. I love working you with! -hugs Panda- Take care

Vanessa: Thank you for the lovely badge. YESH I am glad to know you and having you in GEOG lessons. Jiayou to us for everything esp Chinese and Geog SIA =) YAY. I love the food you gave. THANK YOUUU!

XYZ sec3s: I LOVE YOU GUYS and you know I do. I love being together, talking like we never did. =P No matter what, I still think WE ROCK? RIGHT? All the best to all of us. FLY HIGH!

Qixuan: I ought to THANK YOU like mad because you are still so adorable. Waiting so long for us that day! I really miss you a lot and I am really glad you are enjoying yourself! SEE ya SOON! I really appreciate your support for everything!

Gloria: Thank you for taking time out to support me at concert! THANK YOU! =p

To all my friends: Thank you for everything you done for me and just being here =)))

Bird CLRS: Towkay brother. THANKS for the kinder surprise! The funny GREEN BIRD. Thx for being a nice friend and laughing like shit during GEOG. HAHA. Dont look so dao ok! HAHA or Ponpon will keep suan-ing you!

Chaiping: I didnt expect you to give me lollies. I think it is still so amusing on how I got to know you! HAHA Thanks for the lolly and even going for CO concert and knowing I was there. =)))))))))) YAY I am sucking the lolly now =P

Siying: YOU ROCK my dear MORTAL! I dont know what to say but thanks for being such a nice mortal! I hope you aint too stressed and all the best in everything. Hope you get what you want! ROCK ON.

Jac: I am sorry I have been dao-ing you lately because of the work and everything. I hope you enjoyed your concert. I will always admire you for your passion for cca. Thanks for being such a wonderful buddy who is always there for me! I am so glad to know you so much more this year! CHEERS

Jiamin: Thank you for your chocs and support at CO concert! THANK you so much! Happy working with you for the souvenir thingy!

Irene: I MISS YOU SO MUCH! I no longer see you at kent ridge, and I dont even see you online. THANKS for the rose and KEEP in TOUCH. Hope you are enjoying yourself at your school. Treasure the moment!

Jessie, Rachel, Noelle: Thank you for going down to support! THANK you for the rose! It has been great knowing you guys! -pokes Jessie's belly button-

See Ting: Hey hey. CHEER UP ok? Dont be too stressed ok! I will always be here to listen if you need someone to talk to! Thank you so much for the chocs cake which you bought and brought from Malaysia right? THANK YOU SO MUCH. CHEER up and TAKE care!

Eunice: Ah HEI! I miss you so much and I think you have definitely change. Thank you for listening to me talk and everything when I need someone to speak to! We should go for lunch together one day ok?

On a random note, PULAN loves PULAU ubin which has PULAI! HAHAHAHA. Wonderful idea of the geog ppl i.e. Val, Bird and MONKEY mostly! HAHAHAHA

I am sorry if I left anyone, I tried my best already. Rest assured ALL OF YOU ARE IN MY HEART!

Pui

co concert

2006-07-04T18:17:00.000+08:00

this is 2 days after co concert. shall give a brief recount. if i can remember everything. ppl, fill in if i missed out anything. (((:

firstly, we were late for rehearsal and late for dinner. and we were made to put on stupid makeup. yep. then the real concert began!

we played really badly for our stupid qinqiang yet zls still said that it was not bad. maybe cos he cant possibly say we are bad. thats the way he is.

anyway, i was really scared when the concert began. really scared. and my palms were sweating like xiao like until you can see all the water. then i mean everyone was excited and nervous. yet that stupid lss had to go "girlsssssssss, please compose yourself. " in her idiotic voice. i mean like when she talk, she even louder than us lar. and whats her prob lar. ppl talk also her business meh. irritating woman.

anyway. jing chu started and i think i was quite good lar. at least my friends like it? :) follwed by huang tu qing? or xiao le xiao qu? forgot. anyway. the first half passed by.

then it was time for qin qiang. actually before that got lin an. but i shall talk about the more terrifying bit of the concert. yep. i went up and my fingers were so sticky and like cannot play anything. and unluckily. i was sitting near my friens and so super malu. yep. and we were ganing like xiao. to those who dunno anything, it will just be a boring piece of mucis. to ppl who noe, that was just a lousy and lan standard ny xyz is showing to the public. although seniors cheered on for us after everything and encouraged us before the thing started, it really was disappointing.

i am not blaming anyone in particular. but maybe songs can be selected earlier? yep. so we can prepare. i noe everyone put in a lot of effort. so XYZ STILL ROCKS! yep.

during huang he, there was this 3 seconds of horrifying silence and i was so super scared. and the scary zhonghu solo part. (: whatever. anyway, think concert was fun. esp. when i turned my head to find that someone sitting there in the dark. (((((((((:

thats all, ppl.

comments and extra details!!! blog everyone!!!!!

xinling<3
loving sec3 xyz batch lots. (((((:

horrendous

2006-06-30T06:53:00.000+08:00

hello. i hate being a sec 3 too. being a sec 3 is terrible. and xinling, i think you should provide free service of snorting durin gthe funfair or the co concert to show people how to jian ruo or jian qiang haha. and then right do you know how to jian qiang while laughing. I do hahaHaHaHAHAH, see this is how you do it. yupp. oh that day we just had audi prac for the family concert and then while waiting for our turn in the LT, me, xl, hx,zona and cheryl played murderer. when i said:" i'M dead" they will laugh . I dont understand whats so funny and then hx being an effective doctor cum police cured dead people very fast. haha and then when i said "I'm cured" they will laugh again. HAHA. And then zona start laughing funnily, she has funny laughter. we were like squeezing each other's hands so hard. that was so fun. I think we should have more batch talks so that we can you know bond more. thats what they call CO b0nding. haha. ok gtg. jiayou for CO concert.

erm. hello?

2006-06-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

hey hey people. xinling here. sorry long time no post. hate to say this but almost forgot that this blog even existed at all. i didnt even noe our blog became so....anime-ish. yep.

when i typed in the address into the address bar, the phrase "Bottle fairy" appeared and i tot i keyed in the wrong website. hah. i noe you ppl are going to laugh at me. evilly. hmmph. really never visited this sities in ages. shall make it a point to blog often next time.

and i am super happy today. although dazu was pretty slack with PPL trying to show off their ass and model-walking that makes me want to vomit. yep. it was fun. esp when me and zona were trying to make a crescendo by snorting like PIGs! haha. although we failed to do a jian4 ruo4 pigging around is fun. maybe next time. we should try snorting together!!! yay.

and pui. dun need to keep thanking us. we know we are WONDERFUL AND CUTE AND LOVABLE AND. yeah. but back to the point. thats the least we can do as a batch. to sit down and talk and bond! yep. maybe we should have weekly talking SESSIONS!!! *yuk* (((((:

but anyway. i hate trigo. and zona goh please stop saying that i understand it. cos i dun. i teach you what i know and most importantly: I DUN LIE!!! hahaha. why do we have to leran trigo. it's not like toa cah soh is going to help us select our life partners, are they? and why do we always have triple-period maths? argh. and everyday i have to face that freaking mr tan chik leng. who is by no means handsome. oops. have i offended his fans? if he happens to have any. which i doubt he has. maybe his wife?? (its even a surprise that he has a wife and a child)

i hope our co concert doesnt turn out to be a huge flop. seriously.

i shall not crap so much liao. going to do my dang an. ((((:

good luck to people who are pia-ing their homework.

JIA YOU!!! ((((((((((((((:

High

2006-06-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

This post is going to get all emotional and maybe disgusting for some. This is my first time being so emotional and allowing myself to be so. However, since Yonghui said that I should be less quiet and be more outgoing instead of thinking so much about my actions and what I say, I shall go on.

I never did realise how important the seniors are to me! As in all seniors of sec1 batch'04. ALL! You guys are all so GREAT people! There are those who are always there to listen to me, to encourage me when I am being the conky woman who gets all depress and all that. There are those who let me squeal and blurb and blob at them when I am all hyper and happy. There are those who are there to listen to everything I needed to yabber out! You guys were all there one way or another.

YOU GUYS just ROCK and I really want time to rewind and stay in sec1 when I had all my seniors!

To my dear sec3 batch, you guys really touched my heart today! You all as an entire batch actually waited for me for half hour plus for me to conduct a 10 min phone interview! How we actually talked together about all kinds of things together! I never thought we would be able to sit down together and just talk! Everyone was speaking and sharing and I JUST FELT SO LOVED. We are on the same frequency! ALL OF US!

During my interview, you guys were to give me morale boost. All of you remained so silent to let me concentrate on my interview! THANKS guys!

The place we have been together to eat other than KAP is the lovely Food Junction at Raffles City! Our table which can sit exactly 8 ppl and how I chose the seat again like on the day of HCCO concert! Oh Cheryl, remember to bring tissue or you wont take your meal! HAHA :) Hehe. Sorry for making you guys wait for me for around half an hour or so on the HCCO concert day! SO SAD the chairs are orange and not YELLOW! Nvm. There is the lovely YELLOW Pikachu right outside the food court!

I did complain and feel sad to have CCA on my birthday for the past 2 years. Come to think of it, IT IS SO FUN! The surprise you all tried to give (which failed both time!) HAHA. I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Oh what happen to our giving present thing which last for the past 2 years? WE MUST DO IT AGAIN NEXT YEAR ok??? It is so great when so many of our birthdays are in October and TY and mine are like 1 week apart!

Maybe I am all so touched and all that today but really, today had been such a wonderful day!

I learnt during Maths and I am still really grateful to Ms Qiu and Ms Tan for letting us blabber and eat in class! Thank you Ms Tan for being so patient, repeating steps up to 3 times! Thank you Ms Qiu for buying all the snacks! I THINK THEY COST quite A BOMB!

Yonghui, NOW YOU KNOW the secret I owe you, I CAN TELL YOU everything but you have to keep your mouth ZIP! Haha

I never expect to be so touched. Even though I still strongly believe that I chose a CCA that is not for me, I am glad I meet ALL OF YOU!

WHOOOTTSSS!

heyheyhey

2006-06-05T21:29:00.000+08:00

Yeah zona here blogging! and i can still see my last post. which was 2 months ago. hmmm.

Yes so please blog. if you have nothing to do that is. like me now. but then i know everyone's busy with hw :((( I FEEL SO SLACKKK. not good.

Ah cca tmr! wonder if we have xiaozu in the afternoon. i seriously think mrs ee is right. the whole day should be dedicated to dazu. seriously. so pleasepleaseplease let it be dazuuuu!!! i don't want him to test qinqiang again. being traumatised once is enough.

Uh and there's still a matter of the sec4 thingy. i suggest guys we meet up someday and discuss ba. in the meantime let's hope yonghui and pui will enjoy the camp. haha

Right. shall stop here. i have a date with a book. so loserish right. haiz. blame it on my parents for taking favourites, giving all the good genes to my bro and leaving the bad ones for me. grrr.

I am counting!

2006-06-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

This blog is sooooo dead :(

BLOG ZONA! BLOG XINLING! BLOG YOONGGHWEEE! BLOG SAM! BLOG TY!! BLOG BUUGGGGGGGGGGY! BLOG CHERRRYYLL!

At least TY came! Helloooooo!

My holidays are screwed. I have not slept in a single morning since the holidays started. Ok... I could have slept in on Monday but I woke up and was hooked onto a book and finally managed to finish it on Thurs night?

I have not started on any hw even though I got them plan out like during sabbaticals week?!?!? The thought and the sight of all the files and work and all the shit just simply put me off. Haiz. I SHALL FINISH ALL OF THEM BY 17 JUNE!

Oh on a more random note, MY BIRTHDAY for once falls on a weekend in 2 years and there is no CCA! Actually that can be good and bad. I get to see my friends when there is CCA (Seriously NO hint intended) but CCA just stress me out and make me bored. Ok come to think of it, I think it is better not to have CCA on your birthday! I dont think I intend to go out. Maybe I should sleep in on this morning! I AM COUNTING DOWN! Muaahahahah!

OH SHIT I think I HAVE SIA MEETING that day! Oh crap~ WHATEVER! Damn it...

Let's see! I dont think this year will be much fun... :( Oh Wenqi, if you ever see this. THANKS FOR LAST YEAR when you made xyz sing bdae song in front of CO... Ehehehe

I KNOW WHAT I WANT!

I WANT SLEEP AND REST!
I WANT NO HOMEWORK!
I WANT NO SIAs!
I WANT NO CCA!

Muahahhahaha ok I sound like an angsty A** CRAPP!

I think I just crap through this entire thing!

I HATE BEING A SEC3!

2006-04-30T01:26:00.000+08:00

Who seconds my title?

This blog is so dead. I guess everyone is so not in the mood; somehow the burning excitment abt everything dies down once you are no longer as junior-ish as before.

I was just looking through my gmail. The first ever picture I took with xyz and the 2 only pictures I have of myself playing erhu towards the end of sec1! I look so up-pro and disgusting! My left hand looked so weird and my gong was xie! EEEEKSS! I wonder I still am so now.

I miss being a junior. Nothing can suck more than being sec3. School work goes killing and in cca, you feel so no-where. From a junior, you are expected to be good and senior-ish and everything. I never thought being less junior-ish would be so hard.

All the excitement... all the craziness finding out abt the everything are missing now. THe X-FACTOR is like missing! Haiz...

Anw, I think for once I feel fulfilled during cca on Fri. For once, I finally know what I was doing and know what to look out for when prac-ing. Not that I am so in to prac-ing nowsadays, but since I am in for it, I WILL TRY MY BEST TO DO IT WELL! I will and I must!

Oh I think Canoeing is real cool! Haha. I want sailing! :D

Now I have to go pia my tuition hw which I have forgotten what it was. On a random note, Friendster screwed my photo gallery. Now I have 4 same pics in my profile because it conked up. Hrm...

B L A C K B U N N Y ROCKS!

new blog!!

2006-01-31T23:02:00.001+08:00

Haha hello ppl! this is zona!! and i have a new blog!!! http://lightisshining.diary-x.com

Haha. go tag k :D

Lunar New Year

2006-01-29T11:10:00.000+08:00

Hi!

My MSN space has smth wrong with it. It refuses to let me add blog entry so for the time being, it shall be abandoned.

Well guys, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

I slept at 7 am and am awake by 11. First time I managed to stay up the entire night. I rewatched the boring CNY countdown which I recorded for my mom. It was boring but there is this funny Chinese singer that sang this song called pig or smth. It was so funny. I rewind the tape and listened to that song four times in total. Hehe.

Then I played my BSB cd- Never gone twice while playing monopoly. To all sheeps out there dont play monoploy in the dog year. You may be completely bankrupt, esp ur playmate is a dog. Hehe. My bro went bankrupt before me though. I think he passed his curse to me. Haha.

Then my bro and I watch Star Wars Episode III! I am always so mesmerized by Natelie Portman aka Padme. I just wish she had been an even bigger character. Yeah. I dozed off a few times though but still is a feat to stay up so long. I am not even that tired. Ok my eyelids feel heavy.

I still have lots of hw. Actually a lot of self-assigned hw which still are very impt. I seriously need to read and study all chapts taught or I will never be able to catch up the entire year. Besides, all the tests are coming on week 6 onwards.

I cant wait for OBS though. I hope I will be medically fit. I think I am. Haha.

Yeah we miss yet another xiaozu! Yeah. Oh yonghui! I want the CNY songs scores on wed! I dun want to be stupidly hunning on thurs. It makes me feel very empty and stupid.

HAPPY CNY everyone. I am going to watch I Not Stupid Too with my family tmr. It has been a while since we watched a movie together.

I miss seniors. I feel a lousy old sec3. I dun even feel that I am up to be a sec3. I feel intimidated. It's probably me again. Nvm. Still... I miss them.

I miss 203 even more. Oh which reminds me I need to find something to put in the 203 time capsule. Oh! 203, u rock!

CNYCNYCNYCNYCNY!!!!

2006-01-25T16:49:00.000+08:00

Yayy pui blogged so i shall too! hmm btw im zona. yeah! im here cuz im happily bored. ok the bored part isnt true. i still have bsp hw. crap. but im feeling high!!! wheeeeee

The long-awaited cny hols are coming!!! finally. haha. i've never looked forward to hols that badly. time seems to pass extra slowly during week days.

Oh yea. hy's helping me with my template. such a sweet girl. haha.

Hello

2006-01-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hello. Since I am printing my BIO stuff, I am here to blog since Wenqi gave the advice to blog. Haha.

Just finish my IH essay which I have a strong feeling I did wrongly, I still have to iron my uni later. Haha. So tired. I fell asleep so many times while doing my work. But still I finished my LA proposal timeline, BIO SPA ws and the silly IH essay.

Cant wait for the CNY holiday. I am going to mug! Technically, is to catch up what I have missed. That is alot. I can hardly keep up.

Today's rehearsal is a waste of time. Complete waste of time. The rehearsal for us in total was like only 20 minutes, the rest was spend watching and just wasting time. So crappy.

On a random note, my class has no one to represent for hamper wrapping. Haha.

Seriously, I have nth much to say except four weeks of school, I am physically drained without any mental stimulation and it is killing me. My bro is Lalala-ing away horribly in the background. Hahah.

Ok I shall go now since it takes some time to iron the skirt and I still need to pack bag. Byeee~

Someone blog.

new blogskin!

2006-01-10T12:07:00.000+08:00

new blogskin. darn this thing doesnt show titles. nevermind. i did this in 2 minutes! and its quite cute anyway, so yeah. (:

ENJOY and tag!

Back to live

2005-12-11T01:49:00.000+08:00

Yep. This blog is basically dead. Real dead! Haha. It is late now. Heavy eyelids.

Yeah no more kaoji! Let's play except that I stil have my damn commonwealth essay to do. Mental block. Oh I need to get 'The Bonesetter's Daughter' for LA and try to sell my extra copy of 'Chemistry Matters'. Hrmp... I hope they refund or let me exchange for other goods. Oh yeah. I still have to wrap and read through my books. Hectic year ahead. Scary... ohhh... on the brigher note, I need to send out x'mas cards. Ah.

I hope I dont regret my decision...

oh... someone blog too! Feels so dead!

the cbox

2005-10-13T16:35:00.000+08:00

a magical yellow cbox has appeared on our blog! :O
SO FASCINATING. *.*

Stressed and Hopeless

2005-09-29T13:30:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I think about it. I think EOYs ain't that scary, and scoring what I want isn't that unreachable. However, sometimes when I think of it, I fear it. I squirm to one corner, telling myself I will not make it into IP. I will end up in some ulu JC and there I am, GONE!

It's IT lesson now. I am not trying to be poetic but yeah that's exactly how I feel when I think of what will happen. I look at what I have studied, and I will tell myself that I can finish studying and digesting everything but things just seem that way only occasionally.

I don't know how to do the stupid video editing assignment and is not that I am free to do such lame and useless (at least to me). I did all the IT assignments last year and I still got a pathetic C so what's the point?? I don't know if I successfully uploaded my shitty Dreamweaver assignment because if not I am going to fail miserably. I don't think I will be able to hand in my video so I will most get a nice shitty F in my report book. Haiz.

I am stressed. I want exams to be over but I so dread the days to come. Erhu practices everyday.

Ok I am stressed. I shall go and yet again try to figure out the silly editing software that hates me or if not, I am going to study History.

Doomed...

yoyoyo.. im back

2005-09-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

lolx. yes so im back.. supposed to be studying for EOYs now.. but got sorta tired out by evrythg.. thou i can rmb, dats sth good!. anw, made spaghetti for my mum and dad today! felt so nice.. lolx.. other than that, nothg seriously interesting happened today. and for the time (period) cos life's gonna be better after the exams. oh yah!! good news, im going on a hol during dec, at melbourne so i'll be most prolly not attending CO, which i tink thy will hv during the hols..

jap is in juz approx 5 days time, but i seriously hvnt done anyhtg yet, dats bad.. aniwae, quitting nxt yr le. den bio is getting easier, but juz dat its veh time-consuming. eng and chi not studying. geog most of thm done le, chap1-9 finish, end part dere facts still rmbed from last test, and natural hazards left onli... so im pratically juz left with history,chem and physics! juz to mention dat physics doesnt have a lot of stuff to rmb. so still quite easy...

sighh. juz realised, energy's DVD is onli coming out on the 3RD OF OCTOBER! how nice huh? first day of exams la, so unlucky.. anw,shall onli buy it after the EOYs, take it as a reward.. hahahaha... a bit weird la huh.. budden i cant wait, i want to watch now!! >< xD

hmm... lemme see. after EOYs, wad im i gonna do? yah firstly, must start working hard for my kaoji!! DTERNMINATION... wahah o.O

work hard for kaoji
start watching Energy's Concert DVD
get myself a well-deserved rest during weekends
read gensomaden saiyuki again (get all vols oso!)
go out wif my bro every weekend! (sim lim/ funan)
go learn golf from my bro!
get my cousin n her frens to go K-Box wif me
go to Kinokuniya to get my book. (Shi Nian De Ni~)
self-study for statistics
prepare myself for EOYs result
start reading more books (mayb documentaries are nicer)
get my mum to get me CH 54 & 56 for the hols to enjoy!
get ready for kaoji...
pack my room (its getting a lil messy)

wells. dats one whole big list, wellx i guess dere's gonna be more than that.. but i realli hope i can do well for evrythg.. arghh. if not i kill myself!? ok.. dats a lil too scary. fine be wadeva, striving is good...

2005-09-15T09:05:00.000+08:00

hello. just finished doing the questionaire. so diaow. haiyo. the questions are so stupid and lame. erm. haiya. why am i the only person to blog. i tink all of u r busy hmm. n the tagboard is still something wrong. mashto pls do something to it. hahas. nothing to sae liaoz. haha. bye bye.

2005-09-12T14:28:00.000+08:00

hello. Feeling bored n depressed. haiz. i hate being ignored but ppl just cant stop ignoring me. haiz maybe im too nice liao. i feel so depressed n remorseful cos i did something really really wrong to a person. haiz. i tink im going to die cos that person is not going to forgive me until i really lyke do something nice to that person. pls give some advice on wad i should do to make dat person forgive me. haiz. HELP ME. SOS. FEELING BLUE.

Blinks

2005-08-30T12:51:00.000+08:00

Yeah. purple is a nice colour. noe why im here? cos im bored. its lunch now. nothing to do. all my frens at computer lab doing their ite flash assignment n i dun even care about it lor. whats so gd about it anyway. fail then fail lor. i dun caare. haha. yeah. purple is super nice oh no lunch over liaop. bye bye.

DEPRESSED

2005-08-28T01:12:00.000+08:00

hi everyone! Haha. im blogging for the first time. ok nvm. i noe im lame. nvm. haiz.hehe im slow. i juz saw puiian's entry on telling me dat she will send me the email. haha. i tink my eng is super bad. nvm. yaya no tests liao. but EXAMS are cuming up. which is not a gd thing. Yeah. haha. i tink i hav been super careless recently can. i missed out a 12 mark qsn for my chinese test without realising it until i got back my paper. haiz so yuan1 wang4. haiz. i noe im always haizing but i hav no choice. haiz. thats all for todae k. bb

Tagboard not working

2005-08-27T17:26:00.000+08:00

Hii!

I am bored. I should be stress studying which I am but not doing. Hehe. I have to lian erhu cos I suck and I play horribly and I am gonna fail this year.

Ok I am here cos the tag board is out... Sam I am gonna send you the mail right after I finish blogging. So try fix it. I duno how to. I feel helpless.

Yeah. I have nothing to say today so byeeeeeee... Yeah I am gonna see my baby cousin tmr!!! Yeeaahh! He turns 1 on Monday! Yeah!

hellohello

2005-08-23T20:11:00.000+08:00

hellohello! (:

i am really bored. uh. to INFORM everyone, in case they havent got the msg yet, you must fill in the NUS application form by uh thurs! yup. thats two days from now! so get cracking!

NUS would have sent you an application form. if you have misplaced it. you can come here to get it. yup!

nafa application forms will be gotten through zhanglaoshi! according to senior sources. O_O; haha yup but anyway give hannie by thursday!

and lets all tick either morning or afternoon slot together so we'd be like, one after another. nywahahaha.

this is yonghui, in case you havent noticed.

sry i forgot.

2005-08-16T16:10:00.000+08:00

ah well. i tok bout tt day bah. yup the bus was really crowded. we were quite blur on where to alight. anw we reached there. i shall tok bout the part which pui n zona enjoy the most. like wad pui said, they saw her. they were not sure at first so they went to look at all angles. um but still cant see so went down. actually we din purposely go down to look. we wanted to eat there. but shun bian kan lor. then they say is her. oh well. after a while she came up and said to pui wad she usually say to her. then, they starting hyperventilating after she walked away. or was it before tt? aiyah anw they went crazy. later when we were eating we were sitting behind her so they kept staring at her. suddenly they will say 'SO CUTE!!'. okay it affected me quite abit. i kept telling them tt they were crazy and they agreed. hah. after finishing our food we anyhow walk lor. kept seeing shir n she said we were following her although its seems more like she was following us. zona wanted to watch charlie too. too bad we din get the 3pm one. anw bewitched was quite lame. i wouldnt recommend it. i watched charlie the nxt day. yay. its nice. shant talk so much. must study for geog. ohya jiayou 202 debators. sry i din want to go watch.

Zona and Pui (=

2005-08-16T14:45:00.000+08:00

Pui: Yeah. I am retyping everything cos thx to meeee.... i deleted everything simply bcos i wannted to change the font. Damn it. Ok wadeva.. ok so here's it. Zona is here to blog wif me. we r blogging to 2gether. Xinling's blogging too! Yeah!!!! Zona will hate my hands....

Zona: haha yea hafta RETYPE!!!oh nvm retyping is good!! anw hey ppl im back!!i FINALLY rmbed my password so im bloggin again!yayy =)

Pui: Yeah. good. Thx to me!!! Hehe *ego grins* but nvm zona username is more ego. Haha. Hehe. Ok my class debaters rox! yeah!!!! Go 203!!!!

Zona: haha dunno about my class debaters. nvr go watch them. but wish them luck anw =) jiayou ppl! anw my username isnt ego!cuz i haf nothing 2 put liao ma. o no cuz im really very good c...so my username hafta reflect my personality...haha jkjk

Pui: whee. I nearly deleted stuff aagin. Nvm. My class debaters rox! i keep runing frm class to class. Haha. Hehe. Ok... I feel lyk ending. Hands so tired. Yeah... Ok zona shall end it... after she type dao shuang wei zi. hahaha. OK....

Zona: errr i shuang le haha

Pui and Zona: BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! (((((((((((=

i am finally here...sad and lonely

2005-08-14T17:02:00.000+08:00

hmm...okay...dun ask me what's it with my title...just dun ask...hahaz...pui is happy...everyone is happy...except me...sometimes the way i look doesnt always tell you how i feel...okay...i noe maybe some of you dun believe that i am one who will actually get sad blah blah....but sometimes i am really fed up with some of my friends...and i noe i can safely say so here...since she wont even be seeing my post...i mean can you stand it if someone just hit your head and when you want to fight back the person attacks you again? i mean....so what if she is enormous, doesnt mean that she can bully ppl right? and so what if she is taller than me and so what if another friend can stand her hits everytime...it doesnt mean that i have to do so too right? and the bad thing is..i am stuck with her for science sia and music sia and guess what...she is absolutely a slacker....SURPRISE!!! no surprise for me though...she just keepps eating and slacking and playing during science meetings and she always insist on going to this girl's house...why? that girl is just so filthy rich...and she always eats her fill there and she just give ideas....wow....and leaves the two of us to do the rest - circuits....ppt...oh god...i have nothing else to say about her liao

fun weekend

2005-08-10T19:38:00.000+08:00

Yep!!!

Really enjoy myself. Reached one of the highest point of happiness this year but also the lowest in these 3 days. As in Monday to Wednesday.

Buggy is supposed to blog on Monday but she did not. Anyway, for the first time, I went out with xyz ppl only. As in really go out. Wanted the entire batch but others all cannot or have other stuff going on. Sigh. But we still enjoyed ourselves a great deal. Right Ziwei??? Haha. But u r so not going to say anything out hor!!

Celebration in school was not as nice as last yr, thx to the rain. So difficult to run. N nobody was else was running much... at least tats wat I observe. But at least we still run... Haha. Yeah running is fun!! Haha. If 2.4 is lyk that, it would be great. Hehe.

Den after that, went back to class n got the bottle cos I was running when it was given out. It's always lyk tat... last yr... Eunice my monitress refuse to give me the black one... Fine... Hrmp.. but the grey one is ok lor... oh speaking of which, Zona did u remeber to get ur bottle back frm Buggy? Haha. Yeah den we went to change.. n wasted at least 15 minutes changing... or prob half hr... haha u noe us.... Haha...

Took 174 n was really crowded. Shir was on the bus too. Duno whether it goes to Cineleisure. Only noe it goes to orchard so we were lyk ok lets see where shir gets off... in the end she didnt noe where to get off too... but buggy was smart enuf... she was lyk alight at heeren n we were lyk at heeren le... so lyk alight alight!! den we alight...

Oh god tis is gonna be very long... so went up to buy tix.. i wanted wedding crashers... buggy wanted charlie. Wedding crashers was NC16.... so bye bye... den charlie all taken up... nxt one at 5.10.. too late didnt want... were arguing on stealth or the island... den argue den suddenly I saw Bewitched.. den ok... lets take tat... so yea...

Ok went down to BK.... crowded.. was juz waiting outside... walking aimlessly den suddenly see.. someone familar... look... oh canot see... run do the other side... stil duno izit... den went down to eat... denn..... AHHHHH!!!! Squeall!!!!!! Haha. ook skip skippp....

Aiya I needa go study SC test for 2molo lor... n lian erhu... so shall continue when I have time... bye

13 August 3pm Must remember!!!

No place to go

2005-08-06T14:47:00.000+08:00

Yeah. I juz copied this frm the MSN Personal Space thingy.

I am happy! Get it! I am happy. Everyone tinks that I am unhappy abt everything happening but I am not. I am happy! Is so ironic. People say I always have a frown on my face but yet in actual fact, teachers wrote in my report book, 'Pui Ian is a cheerful girl.' Who am I? Do I appear sad or happy?

I am happy cos I am enlightened. I see the need to be happy about everything. If something you dun like happen, it's bcos it's suppose to happen. Besides, if you VOICE OUT OUR VIEWPOINT, you don't get accepted. Sometimes, things juz turn out as intended. In our society, voicing out means being complacent and trouble-causing. Accepting everything means being a good person.

I see the need not to be myself sometimes because being yourself sometimes wont get you to be accepted. There is a need to not be yourself. Haha. So funny. People always tell you to be yourself but sometimes being yourself gets you into trouble. Haha.

Yeah. I am happyyyyy. There is holidays. Hopefully NDP celebration this year wuld be very fun lyk last yr. Yeah. My new seat is ok lor. Haha. Shir is in front and beside me rite? Who is beside me? Laykuan and Sze Min izit? Hehe. I cant remember.. Hopeless. Yeah Shir says I am correct. Yeah and Liying is in front of me! Yeah I wont be alone much xcept all my sec2s are gone. All so far away. Boohoo.

Yeah Mashto and Tianyuan are playing gaohu and zozo and xinling are playing zhonghu. Yeah!!! Rock on!!!! (= Yeah! Going out on Monday!! Yeah. So happy!!!!

Boohoo. I still lame tuition hw due tmr. Some write brochure stuff. Hahahahah. Ok I shall go now!

Nobody's blogging... )=

Dun leave

2005-07-14T13:12:00.000+08:00

No!

It's not the same. I cant imagine what it would be like. It's juz not the same. Ahhh.... I hate this....

I dun wan FOA Grand Concert to come. I dun want it anymore. I rather not have it.

It's IT lesson and I hav not done my dreamweaver. I hate doing website. Who wants to help me do it? It's so lame.

I am going to fail sec2 and leave NY. Yeah. It's the end of me. I cant do sec2 Maths and Physics. I am gonna fail my all SIAs. Its the end.

Sobs

Thx peeps!

2005-06-17T18:37:00.000+08:00

Nobody's been here since May 15. I think. Blog ppl! Only Mashto cant access blogger, what abt the other 7 or u? Come blog ok?

Anyway, I am here to say thanks to a whole lot of ppl who made my day nice even tho my dad n bro r not in singapore. I am tired.. ok

Thx Wenqi for making the whole xyz sing infront of the whole co... u said u will do it in xiaozu one ): The whole co saw it in the end still. But thx alot.... so which means thx a whole lot to the whole xyz!

Of cos dere is the dear sec2s who gave me a yellow creamy big bear. According to Mashto, it can be called Mao Mao as in hairy but according to shir, its creamy or milky or milky cream. Haha. Ok thx alot kaz! Still remember Sampson? Haha. Thx peeps.

Thx to my dear mortal who gave me a piggy hp holder. So cute! Thx alot. Love it (:
Thx to Amelia, Liting and KaiYing who treated me to a lunch which I ate less than half. Sorry for wasting it. Hehe. Thx peeps.

Thx to Danni, Jasline, Wenqi, Jaiying, Karene and Irene 4 wishing me happy moi dae. Oh Xiao mei too! Thx. Happy dae dude!

Last of all, thx to everybody if I have left u out cos I haven even check my phone since this morning... considering that it is not even wif me.. Hehe.

Shall sleep now.. Bye!

Thinking

2005-05-12T19:31:00.000+08:00

Hiaz...

I am tired. My legs are aching n 2molo my hands will start aching. Yeah! I got my sliver back this year. I noe I noe... is lousy to sooo many ppl but yeah its my best - at least every station but incline pull up and sit up; so therefore I am pleased wif myself. However, I am going to try harder next year and aim for gold cos I could have gotten it this year but thanks to 2.4 which I already improve tremendously. ^-^ I am pleased cos I noe I hav done my best and is wat I am doing that matters and how others see it!

Napfa pleases me this year but my sec2 life is not. It is not fullfilling. For once in my 8 years of sch life, I fail Maths n yesh, the cohort may not have done well and I am slightly above average, I still dont think this is answerable to my own guilt. I am sick of being this dummy. I practice duno how long on the txtbk but I still fail and people dun have to study lyk that also pass.... What's wrong? Can some1 tell me? I have been blogging abt my maths for so long already but the thing is nothing has changed since I blogged about it. What's wrong? Some1 tell me!!!! I am most probably gonna get C5 for my overall. Whao! A1 to C5. 'Smart' me.

Actually, come to think of it, I think I have not been trying hard enough. Sometimes I just dun want immediately Miss Lee teaches it. So yeah ultimately it bores down to me rite? Rite? Rite? Rite? I was dying for sec1 physics and chem last year because I refused to learn immediately. On the other hand, this year I have been following Bio and Chem ( xcept last part on writing chemical formulaes ) lessons and I got my A1. Does that answer my own question which I hav been asking for so long?

Think further. I realise I am not listening because I tell myself the teachr is lousy. But is the teachr lousy? I dun think so rite? If she is lousy, den wat I am I? Yeah... den so wats wrong? Izit her teaching way? I dun think so rite? Maybe how she expresses herself? I just realise I am in self-denial. Throbbing head..... Wats wrong?

A2 for Chinese since last yr. Shall aim for A1 since is one stoopit compre which I got 12/30 that pull me down drastically. U noe wat? I really lead no life. My life revolves around marks but what will marks do to me when I grow up? They are just some random digits rite? Den y am I bothering so much abt marks? Am I afraid to stand out frm others n do wat I want to do... But what do I want to do? I guess the marks orientated mind has make me lost. I duno wat I want ot do. Definitely not a professional erhu player cos I am not capable and I want something more challenging. So what do I want?

Sometimes, I think my life now should be me doing well in sch, updated to the outside world n enjoying fun. But I hav completely nth of the last 2 components and not that I am doing brilliantly in sch. I am slow. Probably I should try harder and I must achieve the last 2 components. Strange... My parents dun push in sch but y I am pushing myself so much? Instead my parents are pushing on the last 2 components.

Yeah. ok... I am lost again. I thought I was gonna be happy since my burden for term 2 is gone. But I am not. I am worrying. I need to try harder rite? Yeah. I have to! I can predict that June Holidays = NO holidays.

Oh I just realise I hav a liking for sportsman and woman. I think they are cool and nice. Our sch PE teachrs are nice mostly. Miss Ong is very funny and friendly. Miss Sabrina is fun. She played with our class last year. We are supposed to flip her over. Haha. Miss Loo nvr teach me any PE module so far but she was my IPW teachr last yr. Nice! Hehe. Btw, today my pull-up could have been alot alot bettr. I did 4 lyk in last den 15 secs I think n I just decided to give up and Miss Ong was lyk *shakes head shakes head*. Hehe. HEy that proves that I dont always put my best.

Ok I need go do Maths hw due 2molo. Yep yep...

Confused.......

Stressed

2005-05-02T18:45:00.000+08:00

Arg, stressed out.

I have Science and Maths test this week. Arg... Maths... I wonder why suddenly maths is killing me. I didnt had to study for Maths last year. Stress....

O_Ok anyway, I went out yesterday. So fun xcept that I want the BERMUDAS. The nice pink and white or the blue and white one. My mom refuses to get me those cos she claims that its ugly. fine.... -_- Nvm but she was nice to get me a school bag and a BLACK B.U.M shirt. I finally have a black tshirt other than my co tee ^~^. My bag is orange and black again. I wanted a yellow and black one lyk my sec1 bag which lasted only for a term but the yellow design was of a sickly yellow. It makes the bag look dirty and disgusting so yeah ORANGE BLACK bag again. I wanted to go OP but no time. Went to carrefour.... erm nth much dere la....

Yeah I am taking a break for studying. Sianz.... Wheee... ok I shall go lian now.... Out of the 7 days, I didnt lian for 3 days. How pathetic.... =( sad life......

Bored..............

WOW. i dun blieve u did dat... ):

2005-04-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

sighh. can i say im depressed or wad...?? mayb i dun look lyk im.. wellx.but i duno. hahax. i dun feel sad in skool. haha... lolx.. but sth weord happened to me todae.. so sad ))))):

ok. so it was mass dance.. yes dat combat thgy yupyup.. its a lil lame.. wellx.. but its still quite fine larx.. a bit funni thou.. kekex. den after we did dose punching stuff.. haha... the REAL stuff is here.. we did some cool down stuff... lolx.. so with the combination of the music we did some tai chi stuff.. yupyup... a lil cheena i noe.. but the music wad Breathe Easy by BLUE... yayyyy!!!! =)

however... bad thgs started to happen... yes... i cried... suddenly.. the chorus was just too saddening.. =( so sad... i oso duno why i cried.. wellx. mayb i noe the reason but i may just dun wana face it... yar.. the truth in the world is alwaes cruel. nvr is it nyce. NEVER.

den evryone was lyk crowding arnd me... asking me wad happenened.. yupyup... wellx. i juz said dat the song was juz practically TOO TOUCHING!!! haha.. den one of them said sth. budden u wun cry for no reason wad.. sth must hav made u sad.. sighh. i duno....

fine. YES, i noe the TRUTH... wad i was crying for.. i juz dun wana face it..
to that person who has caused this pain in me or rather related to it.. haha... i dun tink u'll get to see tis post.. haha. but thou, i juz wana let you noe wad a BIG impression u left on me.. a VERY great one. yes, it will most probably go on with me... perhaps for the rest of my life.

because..... u are one part of my life dat is juz so important..

YES,

VERY IMPORTANT!

Gold With Honours!

2005-04-23T16:24:00.000+08:00

Its lyk a dream.....

Within the few miuntes.....

Its over....

Sit dere anticipating ( actually I wasn't. Xin Ling and I were watching instru throughtout the whole thing until the session was over)....

Den its said in the few seconds.....

Screams....

I still find it unbelievable...

Oh My God!!!

2005-04-16T21:34:00.000+08:00

aaahhhh. i cant believe dat i actualli went to see dem... hahah... so nyce.. thou i wasnt lyk striaght rite in frnt... i still could see a lil of thm.. lolx.. yupyup.. thy are not gona be speparated.. yayyy!! =).. kekekex will see thm even more nxt time... lalala~~

anw, thy sang hey you, duo ai wo yi tian n yong yuan bu shuo zai jian... hahah... the last song.. lolx.. shuwei said the wrong thgy... hahah.. so kewt.. he said dat thy were gona sing yizhi dao zui hou.. hahah. but in the end the song come out is another one.. den he was lyk.. huh??!!!

wellx other den dat of course thy played games with the fans.. so sad i wasnt one of thm =(
haha.. shant day-dream anymore lerx.. hahahthe 1st game was lyk guessing the song or wad the person was saying.. haha.. yar.. den the other was passing messages with ur mouth full of water.
as in u gt water in ur mouth, and u hv to say out sth at the same time.. yar den thy had to try to pass on the msg.. lolx.. it wasnt veri clear.. hahah

anw, it was lyk all of thm were choking on the water, if not thy drank the water.. hhahah.. and my poor ahdi was lyk.. errmx.. he couldnt even say a wrd.. hahaha... the pro-est one is actualli shuwei.. he cld lyk pronounce evythg so clearly larx... hahah.. even me tis type of deaf ppl oso can hear lorx.. hahha

yupyup.. after the games, the fans took pic with energy!!! ahhh so envious..thy were lyk fren-fren dose type of pic lorx... !!! so near!!! l0lx den rite till the end.. thy wenta qing1 chang4 their new song which is coming out arnd in july... hahaha and im SO gonna buy it lorx.. hahaha it sounded a bit weireded thou.. hahah.. it's actualli a slow song dat ios made up by almost all of their prev song titles as the lyrics.. hahaha

sighh... generally, the show was nyce thou it was onli veri short hahah... but so sad, ah di din dance at all cos his back injury is starting again... muz take care of his body.. hahah.. den aftr im back at home, wif my mum tinking dat i actualli went to do project until 8pm... hahhahaha ><

cheryL]* feeling veri contented n hooked onto ENERGY!!!

Syf stress

2005-04-09T14:06:00.000+08:00

Current state: Sick and stressed

Omg! I can't believe all of a sudden I am like feeling the stress for you guys. When Jacqueline and Jia Min ( my choir classmates ) ran in and started shouting and screaming, I felt the stress all of the sudden. Like I was thinkin the first syf grp already got gold with honours.... den others... Oh mann! Jiayou everybody!

Yesterday's xiaozu was ok lor.... Lim qing was supposed to play with me and xinling the zong he lian zi 3. Actually more of test us la. Ya but in the end we played ourselves and erm ohhh slack a little. After a long time, Zls came back and test shiyu's grp first. Den he talk talk and do a bit of demo and it was our turn. Whaha. It ended off with only lim qing playing. After that, he 'performed' for us. Ya... u noe wat la.. Oh ya... den he made us learn abit of kong shan. After that, lim qing had to leave early. She go ask him den he released all of us. So I had to go keep erhu cos xinling refuses to go. Yeah. Oh thx Wenqi for noticing me and ur m&m ( shit izit m&n or m? Ok I am officially declared hopelessly not working today)! ^-^

Came home with shir. She was erm erm doing erm erm stuff. Lifting her skirt to show her legs... uh uh... But after that we were all silent and we slept. No she rested on my shoulders and slept. Den is bye bye... Tired day....

So sianz.... I am not in the hw mood for this wkend unlike last wk. I finished my maths on fri nite last wk lor. But yesterday I came back at 7, 'collapsed'' woke up and went down to get dinner for my sis and bro; ate den watch smallville den bath and slept once I came out. I don't know why I was so tired. Probably my flu.... I feel so sick. I tink I had slight fever yesterday. Woke up at 9.15 this mornin and do maths but erm not my 'doing maths' today. For whole morning till now, I only finished 2 ws on Stimulataneous equations with alot of missing answers and not sure strange answers. I am so doomed.

Oh ya I watched Gundam seed just now. Omg! So sad. The commander died. He is the commander rite? Arg... whatever. He is the one who drives the new Strike. He died. So sad. He is like so shuai and his girl... so poor thing. Smallville is strange... The new season is strange..... Shall continue watching.... Clark talks in a strange way now....

We want the pass. Can we? We want to go help and watch..... Sad... Ok lor.... I feel crappy. I still have to go do lang arts hw. So many and so those so difficult one. So sad. Oh I LOVE ORGANISING FILES!

Jiayou everybody! I feel so xtra. Yeah.. I feel lost today... Empty.... I want my bug flu gone....

toopid maths teacher

2005-04-02T11:18:00.000+08:00

yozzies..i am here again liao...haiz..our dear mr ngiow left, leaving us in care of a very toopid maths teacher while he went to pursue his dreams which is rumoured to be setting up a yoga business...hahaz so funny but dun noe whether its true or not larh...aniwae back to the topic...our new teacher came on April Fools Day, wearing this long-sleeved shirt and his specs almost falling off..totally 80's...and coming in without his txtbk....*pissed*

not only that...he came in and say "now let me show you my beautiful name" so gayyish...and evryone started snorting and making comments all around...actually i did not really mind that...but later...when he started the lesson, he was like...so girls, what do you all WANT to do? then i was like huh? what is he doing? what kind of teacher actually asks you what u want to do? then he said...its okay...come on dun be shy..you all can choose what u want to do... then the monitress stood up and explained mr ngiow's method of teaching and he goes "okay okay.." later he commented that he was a teacher in acsi for 11 yrs and the teacher there could do whatever they want and that the students there still score very high grades in the EOYs...implying?

then he took up mr ngiow's notes which were given to him and he asked us to do the questions...the monitresss was asking which qn number is it? he said there is no qn no...dumbo...come on lah...mr ong you sure can do better than that...later when he found out that the notes were taken from the txtbk, he commented "cheapo notes" which stirred the feelings of 1 girl and she started crying...cos she missed him a lot and feltinsulted as those were the notes which mr nhiow used to teach us with and all of us scored well in maths and here he was, insulting the notes when he doesn't noe how to teach....

later..about five minutes to the end of the lesson...his handphone started ringing...and later we found out that he actually set the alarm on his handphone before the lesson to leave earlier...which was our last impression of him IRRESPONSIBLE he was standing there with his books all ready and waiting for the monitress to say class stand...stupid teacher by then many ppl were also crying liao and they rushed to the toilet immediately and one girl started sobbing very loudly...that's when mrs chan walked in...she saw us and started asking what hapened cos by then half the class was crying and she ran to look for help..accidentally meeting mrs tien and she came to our class comforting us and promised us to check out the background of this guy....

haiz... it really was an unforgettable april fools' day..in the past we didnt like mr ngiow but now that he was gone...we missed him....*sobs*

Moral of the story : treasure someone when he/ she is around...do not wait till he is gone then will you regret it...

oh and one more thing..i seriously dun noe whu is that person who went to hack my hotmail account and even this blog account and later sent it to my ivle account and posted on this blog my password...aniwae..i alreadi changed it so dun bother to go into my account horh..peeps...:]
*sobs again* xinling

Tired

2005-03-25T14:49:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Guzheng concert is over! Sad. I cannot breathe that well. Is not obvious at all. I shall try it when I prac at home. Jeez. The sec1 arranged wrongly. But I guess it's alright la! We solved it in time. Ok not very in time but i guess it was ok. We made mistake in last yr matinee show too. Hehe. Blehz. Sorry.
I am tired. I don't noe why. Sleep sleep... I woke up at 12 lor... Hehe. I shall go and lian and do hw. Zls is pissed at me. Hiaz... He makes me feel real guilty... Long story...
I hav nth to sae. Haha. Oh ya! Erm I noe I a bit XTRA but guys.... Jiayou for SYF! Do ur best lor.... I dun tink I shld be saying this.... Jeez... XTRA.... Oh bye

bored...and excited

2005-03-20T13:25:00.000+08:00

this is boring....haiz...i have nothing to do now...currently doing my cme portfolio which is like so damn boring....never been here for a long long time...nvm....tied down by hw...and dun noe how to do so many questions i feel so stupid...play the erhu until zls "implied" that i am very lan4...haiz...such a failure...oh and found out that alex teo hate the erhu..interesting find...

used to think that sec2 life was like so fun....but now...it is not what i used to think it is...everything the teachers ask us to do...all IP style...think we ip students or what....then the maths teacher always go so fast "sorrie i cannot slow down cos we have no more time" when in fact he's the onli one going so fast and other classes haven even reached the topic...heng heng is then the opp..owaes go so super slow...than keep telling us lame "jokes" when they are not even jokes....think she very humourous then her face will bcum all red like a tomato...

haiz...a new term is starting soon...so happy....actually i dun even noe whether i shld be happy...hmmm... do i look very leng and fierce and dao and guai? i dun noe...maybe you think so lah...but i definitely am not...:))) hahaz...

OM!!! ACSI...here we come...hahz...the onli thing i am excited about is the nationals...though we still have a lot of props and costumes not settled and we are always changing our script...but come to think of it...it realli is quite fun...you may sae that we are happee cos we got selected but we already had tons of fun thinking of the idea originally...hahaz...and alex teo led us onto the wrong track by interpreting the requirements wrongly...and in te end mrs tay sae this cannot..that cannot...

thats all...bb peeps...

*muacks* and cya!

xinling

Hiaz

2005-03-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

hrm.. sad sad sad. For the first time eva i am flunking maths. wat the heck hell is wrong wif me... I am so dead now. If I dun do well for maths, wats more left for me? I only got 1 A1 and thats for maths. Somemore now tat dere is no lit, I will die. How will I get into IP or even do well for my O levels if thats the worse to come.

Hopeless. Chinese speech teachr made me read out my speech but I refused. He read it out for me. He started this very serious discussion. Hiaz. Wrote him a page long of speech, he wrote bac a page long of comments. Actually is his own thoughts. It was nice la. But cant blame me for choosing that topic. I am lost and I was suffering from depression back then. Hiaz... But I am still stress. My maths. My OM...... Life is so wonderful.

Sianz... Hav lesson 2molo. Sad sad sad. I hav not lian n I am tired of walking such a long dist wif my hair untied. Hehe cos I always will fall asleep and wake up at 615 den hav to rush. Sigh... Yeah I am going to get scolded. Whoohoo... Ok I shall stop being lame. I shall go do my OM now.... N prob force myself to look at Maths. If I can change it, I hav to face it. Learnt it frm the speech teachr. Yup...

Bye bye.

Freeeee

2005-02-25T19:11:00.000+08:00

Yay! Tests are all finally over... I did badly.... I know I did badly...

Chinese: To me it was ok. But eveybody say they didnt do well and the teachr sae our class did very badly. Hiaz...
Maths: I totally flunk it. The teachr told me. She sae she has to help me but I doubt I will understand her. First time I have problem with Maths. LiTing says I hav to prac more but I didnt birng home my txtbk nor wkbk. Dies....
History: I knew I flunk it. I didnt hav time. Nothing came out of my mind. I was blabbering rubbish... Failure I am....
Science: It was ok xcept for multiple choice. It was abit hard. Yup...
Geog: It was alright. Real alright. I took only 1/2 hr to revise and I am sure I did fine unlike Maths. I spent so long but.... *sobs sobs*

Sad life... I am lousy..

Anyway, Sarah! 103s'05 are cute. Not 103s'04 esp me. I hav nvr want to be called cute by MYSELF! Do I look very gullible? Form teachr keeps calling me gullible. Whateva.. I am so not lor!!!! Yeah! My mortal is nice.... n liying too... xcept that my mortal has fialed to reply for damn damn damn long....

Ok cca was ok... I shall not comment further... Hiaz.... I want to go to the night concert now... Sigh.....

Bored.... wondering about everything.... hardbroken

2005-02-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

I am wasting time here. Finish 3 lesosns for chinese test but apparently I dont remember anything.

Tests to come:
Chinese - Lesson 1-7
- Cheng yu 81-100
Maths - Shit sucky thing
- Expansion and Factorisation
- Solving Quadratic Equations
Geog - Wind Pressure
- Natural Vegetation
Science - Ecology
- Human Repro which includes contraception and STDs

I am not even half done with all of this.... dies dies..... I still hav not done my lang arts writing. I duno whether need to do the whole thing or the plan only. Fine whateva....

I am abstaining frm touching my erhu. Hiaz....

Yeah yeah.... I shall go... whahah. Yong Hui dun get me... Marshi Maro.... Hahahah...

Yeah Its recovery period.... Beems beems! u make me happy :)

I have no idea what to put....

2005-02-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

I dun understand. y? y was I being blinded by ur show... the wonderful show. I hav no idea wats happening.... I am lost. I am following around blindly.... I am not learning anything frm this. I am being controlled. Restrained.... Deprvied of my space.... Just mine.... No one shld be intruding but it has been intruded. y? y are we being treated lyk tis? What are u hiding from us? y? I dun understand..... I am facing obstacles after obstacles... Insurmountable obstacles..... * Blink... I tink wrong word* But y? y? y? y? R u able to answer for what u r doing... I am lost.... Lost..... Helpless.... Stressed.... Tired of how things fuction....

Boring Day

2005-02-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

Whaha hi.

Today was boring day... Lala.... I had the dot dot dot n I stain.... dot dot dot.... only the pants so I was so sian. Wanted to not go cca.

Anyway cca was a waste of time... I could hav gone home to do my maths. Lalala. Anyway, I REVEALED MYSELF to my mortal. So sad. I culdnt hold it any longer so I juz went in front of her n said:' Hi! I am ur angel!'. Stoopit. Hope she got into erhu. Hahaha. She wants it so badly. But if I was her, I would hav gone for sports since she got into sports selection. Ok I shall stop revealing things abt my mortal. She is very nice. ^-^

Ok. Yeah. Xiaole broke the unbreakable news to us. Hahah. It was long ago knew. Yeah. Hahaha. So nothing very surprising I guess. Yay Yay. I am so dead for Maths. Somebody save me. Ahhhhh... Ok nvm.... I shall go do my Maths now even tho 9 out of 10 of them I will be stuck. Blehz....

Tests coming.... N its life skills camp = OM PRESENTATION n workshops.
NO fair. we will sleep in sch wif sec1s. School again..... Sianz sianz sianz.... Bye Bye..... I am plainly wasting time.....

Chinese New Year

2005-02-12T12:24:00.000+08:00

Hi Hi!

Nobody is eva here. Nvm. I shall still blog since I am too lazy n bored entertaining my relatives. Its my grandpa's ( dad's dad ) bro wife and her son and grand children, which means our relationship is quite some distance le. Yep. Ok so the sons are p5 and p2. Hahaha.

Ok Cny is boring. Let me recount. Haha. I am outdated. Nvm. OK Cny eve. The performance was so so lo. Haha my monitress lyks feng nian ji. Whahaha. yay. Let me comment on the co u. Hahah. FIrst time wear. Stuff to death n I hereby declare..... I HATE SKIRTS! ESPECIALLY LONG SKIRTS! Amelia saes I walk like a boy. Hahah. I cant walk wif heels n long skirt wat. U cant even open ur legs. Eeeks. oK but co u is quite nice to me la. I prefer pants tho. Hahaha.

Wanted to stay up late but obviously failed. Whaha. I fell asleep at lyk 11 lo. Pathetic. Haha. But i watched the part wif Rui En singing. Yeah! Cheers. She so cute. whahaa. But i tink she dun look very natural on stage. Nvm. Hahaha. ok. So i ended up sleeping at 2.30 after watching the whole recording of the whole countdown again. The countdown was boring tho. Hahah :)

Woke up at 12 the next day. Finish all the visiting in one day. haha. So we left only at 3 cos my parents woke up even later cos they slept at 4.30. Ya. So we went to 6 places. The last place was the best of all. We reached dere at lyk 11.30. Hahah. Saw my baby cousin! Ok actually in my cousin's son!!! Yeah! HE SO CUTE! forgot to take pic tho. Was busy carrying him. Weeps. Hiaz... Hope he comes tis sunday den i can take. He is 4 mths! HE CHANGED SO MUCH! He is diff frm his first month. He very smart. He noes how to carry things lehs. Den he want 2 grab not enu strengthh he uses his legs! So smart! He so cute lo! Yeah!

OK day2 was boring. We reached home at 5 so we slept at 5.30 n woke up at 1.30! Hahahaaha. Yeah supposed to go temple but in the end nvr go. Hahaha. Yeah.... ok i shal stop here now. So sianz. Buiaz

Hiaz... I juz realise tat i hav very little clothes n they r all very boring.... some help me buy clothes... who wans buy clothes wif me?? I need more clothes n not juz the boring ones... hiaz.... ok.... i hav stop buying cy clothes since last yr... pathetic

Slacking

2005-01-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

Haha!

I shld b doing my art now or eiterh writing my chinese speech training speech. Wadeva. My mascot for Nanyang Festival of Arts is almost done. It is this gid had monkey looking gal wearing Ny sch u. Haha. Big eyes n nose. Haven deco the wings ts supposed to wear. Hrmp... Wonder if the others did it too. Wadeva... Hrm

Haha i lian erhu today. Stuck at kuai gong for so long. I still suck at it. N i cant stand tat stoopit grade 3 lian yin Song. eeks. I cant stand it. He is so going to kill me. Lalalala. hrm....

Tok to miss teo on my hp for half hr last wed. 8 over dollar of my hi card gone. I so need a plan. I cant stand the hi- card anymore. Hrm. I SO MISS HER! *weeps weeps*

ok I shall be off. My sis need to use. Haha. Oh ya btw shirlyn came to my house after sch today. Yeah! So fun. N Shir I went to get Slurpee after u board the bus. Muahaha. They hav tis strange blue blue flavour. Whhahaha.

im so damn bored... =(

2005-01-31T13:39:00.000+08:00

haix...is dere anythg dat i can do.. mayb sth dat is nice is interesting?? ... skool start lerx... cen evrythg go bak to the stoopid routine... hahaha.... so sian leh.. mon n wed gt 3rd lang, thurs n fri gt CCA... aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh den onli left wif tues ti rest.. sigh... our lives damn sad leh.. =( *pouts* ...

lucki my class tchrs all still ok.. xcept for the stoopid freaking idiotic old and haggard lao Hengy... u noe Mrs Heng?? ... yup.. its her... evrydae keep nagging onli.. " you girls must show me that you are IP-ready... must show me your initiative../ see, no one wants to come out and read her journal, u girls arh, must have the moral courage to come out and present, if not how will i know that you are IP-ready?!"... so sad rite... everyday onli noe how to say tis stuff... lolx... her children must be veri poor thg.. hahaha
yupx... and that Boobby Ng a.k.a Ng Wai Foon... he duno how to teach maths one.. my fren besid eme arhx.. nrmally ebergetic one horx. cna listen until she slp lehx.. den evrybody dun wan to listen to him tok and today.. NO i mean frm tis week onwards, he's not gona teach us anymore cos our real teacher is cuming bak.. bobby ng is our relief tchr u see... hahha... hope my maths gets better aftr dat.. yeah.. ur rite..